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Jeff Bargowski (Duceman)

@Ducemin

Was sucked into gnostic/esoteric ideas for 15+ years. Kept old journaling - trying to paint the inner psychology of subjectively defined truth

เข้าร่วม Eylül 2010
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Jeff Bargowski (Duceman)
Jeff Bargowski (Duceman)@Ducemin·
When I was listening to James' "Gnosticism in the Modern West" podcast on a walk, there was a moment where I physically stopped moving with eyes wide. "There's no way...there's no way that what I used to write about is what this is." It was right here, in fact: It was in that week (or perhaps that very night) where I went into my full collection of iphone notes that I'd write while walking. The first word I typed in was "God," and this is what I saw: My jaw dropped, and that was just the start of what was 170 some pages of reproduced esoteric ontology composed of almost everything I'd been listening to in trying to understand what happened to my best friend - which turned out to have an even deeper grip on me. You reproduce these ideas simply by being interested in them. I didn't read any of the literature, and yet I had a version of almost everything from simple exposure in youth. I've always loved ideas and stories, and it was like a way to be infinitely high on those interests, while garnering attention for them easily. Seeing the "truth" makes you feel like a special kind of good. I found so many dark things in my notes that at the time felt like something salvific. Reading them gave me such a profuse sense of shame that it has been making me question my own potential for good at all, which was exactly the driver for these ideas in the first place - to be of ultimate good, and ultimate worth. That last part in particular is why I made this post. At first, I felt like I had been given some sort of divine opportunity (lol) in that all of the "work" I had done wasn't for nothing - that I had actual experience with what was affecting people in such a way that I could navigate it and expose it. I thought that "I could be better than them at their own game." Apparently, this stuff was rooted much deeper in me than what a simple observation could remedy. I was kind of doing the same thing again, the thought that I had a special kind of insight that could be used to automatically give me credibility and authority. My entire metaphysical view has been captivated by symbols and stories and the obsession with finding truth in my mind before acting, and I was still under the impression that it would work. The "woke" worldview still had its grip on my nervous system, and although I wanted to, I couldn't become a new person overnight. I still find myself using self-criticism and martyrdom to have a positive identity, it's like an addiction. I've written some 100 posts as drafts, stopping to say "this isn't good, you're manipulating, you're grifting, you're appealing to emotion, you're acting in self interest, you're gnosising." All external validation and fear, which even mentioning makes me think I'm still just appealing to emotion for credibility (pointing that out too, lmao). To James' point, playing ball in their court is like entering the simulation to empathize with them. Well, now you're in a simulation, and in order to be there you need a character, and a language, and an ability set, and an appearance; you have to invest, and that connects your real Self to it, because you're giving it real input. I think truth - real, terrifying truth, has to be utilized. Separating that from self interest, emotional truths, is extremely difficult in our emotional hyper-reality. Trusting that it will result in the best outcomes takes time. I am still trying extremely hard not to lie, not to manipulate, and to come to terms with reality as it is. Fear and shame are major motivators to reframe and maintain illusions. I dyed everything the same color in attempt to escape suffering, tragedy, and a sense of unworthiness - and coming back from that requires the sacrifice of a world that looks like yours; to let it be dyed the way it is. Acceptance, much like the slow, learned acceptance of the Self as is. That sacrifice of the illusory Self is perhaps the hardest, as it's like letting go of someone you love. I remember where I was when I developed what I learned to identify as "Gnosis," and I have a picture of that, too (though, I think I was facing the other direction): It was here I remember the thought "oh, whoa, nothing has to mean anything, it's all up to you..." With an immediate sense of prolific freedom. The loss of my brother encouraged the retreat into fantasy that I unfortunately was already very prone to. So, the point is, don't play the game - and recognize that woke people aren't stupid, they're emotionally captured. No one is immune to this so long as they're human, and believing you are is like having a wound vulnerable to infection. "Don't tempt me, Frodo." Some concepts I recreated in the comments below:
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James Lindsay, anti-Communist@ConceptualJames

On the misguided but (sometimes) well-intended attempt to do Woke Right containment by playing ball in their court to keep the youth from radicalizing further because no one else is reaching them otherwise: There's an argument (and related activity) floating around that the Woke Right is, indeed, too radical, but they're flirting with big truths that no one else will go near. This gives them clout, and perhaps uniquely. Therefore, there's a need to pander to that space to deal with the Woke Right agitations responsibly and hopefully pull people back away from them. That is, being a good shepherd by being a little wolfish because the wolves seem to have a point. Furthermore, there's a recognition that we've already significantly lost most young conservative men (and many young conservative women) to a Woke Right reaction, at least in light measure, and so they won't listen to anything that doesn't flatter that. That is, the sheep have already started listening to the wolves and don't want to hear from shepherds who don't at least speak wolfish, so we need to speak wolfish if we're going to reach them at all and keep them from falling into more radical hands. In both cases, though for slightly different reasons (arguments and consensus), the belief boils down to needing to play on Woke Right turf and in Woke Right framing in order to prevent more young conservatives from becoming radical Woke Right. It's better to meet them with moderate Woke Right-ness and help guide them back. I get the impulse, but I don't think it will work. You cannot compromise with Woke. The laws of bad faith interaction and intolerant factions will beat you eventually if you try to play this game. The first of these two arguments will necessarily assume Woke Right framing, which is ultimately Woke framing. Let me assure you of an Iron Law of Woke: if you adopt Woke framing, you will have no way to stop yourself from going Woke. None. The framing the Woke utilize in all cases is always the slippery slope into their den of resentment, envy, and destruction. Inside this framing, eventually the only interpretations that make sense are the Woke ones, and everything that doesn't go more Woke is doomed to be mere holding out on finishing the job. Since everything Woke turns to shit, adopting their framing even strategically or in part to be a "good shepherd" will turn you to shit. Full stop. You can actually see this happening if you watch Woke Right guys talking back in 2022 versus how they talk now in 2025 (I've been posting clips...). You can see them disagreeing with the precise radicalism they embrace now (racism, antisemitism, anti-Israel, conspiratorialism, victimhood, critical theory orientation, etc.), saying it's "obviously" too far, back in 2022. Now, it's "obviously" necessary and just a fact of the world. That's because there's no way to stop yourself from turning to shit inside the Woke turn-you-to-shit framing. Woke (including Woke Right) is a worldview. It is not a collection of beliefs and attitudes you can just pick up or put down. It is a self-justifying and self-confirming way of seeing the world, and picking it up means starting to see the world that way. Once you go in, there's also no way out because anyone who tries to back out is just being some kind of lame hold-out, coward, cuck, neocon, Jewish, or whatever the "based" insult of the day happens to be. Get it again: Woke framing is the slippery slope to Wokeness. The logic is that you have this diagnosis and thus solution through critique or seizing power which doesn't actually solve anything, and so when it doesn't work the only conclusion is that the critique wasn't deep enough and the power wasn't seized thoroughly enough, demanding more of both. This is why you see the slide from 2022 to 2025 in guys who took up this framing. It's also exactly what happened to the Left. You/we are not immune. If you adopt the worldview, you will slide or be consumed by those sliding faster than you are. Again, full stop. The second of these two arguments concedes that we've effectively already lost the youth; i.e., that the Woke Right problem is far worse than anyone is ready to admit that it is (except, perhaps, me, and even I'm skeptical of that). It's a complete lack of faith in our young people and an embrace of the fatalism that has consumed them. We should be calling them back to faith, reason, and order rather than encouraging their frustrations or leading them to adopt Woke framing as a half-measure, as described above. If it is the case that the MAGA youth already won't listen, just like the Left won't listen, then they need to be left behind until they grow up. They need opportunities to leave these youthful dalliances behind, ample promises of forgiveness, and yet should be given no quarter for their radicalism whatsoever in anything they desire to be a part of. If they want to bog themselves down in going "Full Fuentes," advise them against it, tell them you're here when they repent of that error, and let them. I counsel the same thing for dealing with many teenage and late adolescent errors many people commit. A lot of people will experiment with stupid things in their lives, including radical ideologies. It is our responsibility to tell them that's massively in error, that there will be consequences to those decisions, that they are welcome to make those mistakes though not encouraged to do so as young adults, and to explain to them why that road is mistaken and likely to be both fun and rough at the same time. It's also our responsibility to offer them the promise of the Prodigal Son, if and only if they repent of their error and demonstrate the requisite growth. At any rate, the second error is the error of social capture or popular consensus. That is, it's the poisonous error of democracy, that the "truth" is ultimately tailored by what people are willing to hear. That simply isn't true, and what it does is affirm the error in the hope of using it to steer the ship. The problem is that doing so builds the exact false democratic consensus that needs to be rejected in the first place, thus making it harder to rescue people from it, not easier. Telling the truth takes boldness, faith, and courage in these situations, not craftiness or pandering. Better to take a firm stand for righteousness and let there be wailing and gnashing of teeth before a repentant return than to squander the thing worth returning to in the hope of keeping wild horses in the stable. Ideally, taking a bold stand and drawing bold lines against error and evil would be rewarded, but that reward is only available in the long term where the length of the wait is proportional to the degree of the corruption having to be overcome. My hope and prayer is that the eyes of our remaining thought and activism leaders on the Right will be opened to what we are actually facing now and that their spines will be strengthened to do the right thing despite knowing full well what they'll get (in the short term) as a "reward." As I said thousands of times to audiences regarding the Woke Left, though: the longer you wait to take a stand for the right thing, the harder it will be. The ugliness will only continue to grow and grow stronger and nastier the longer you waver and the more you pander and feed it. In the end, you will wish you stood up sooner, and everything you feared losing in your stand will be recognized for the vanity that it always was. May God or Nature or your consciences or Jiminy Cricket or simply good, plain common sense and decency open your eyes and steel your spines sooner rather than later.

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Hey ya know I also came to all of these conclusions shortly after deciding that subjectivity was divine and we're all our own gods and the realm of imagination is actually real and you can blend it into reality It's occultism that is fueled by very negative things
Prime Tate@primetateHQ

🚨Andrew Tate reveals the secret to manifestation: “Every single thought you have inside your head is basically the only thing that is real. You can completely change the facts of the universe.”

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Defiant L’s
Defiant L’s@DefiantLs·
Charlie Kirk: “When you stop having a human connection with someone you disagree with, it becomes a lot easier to want to commit violence.”
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James Lindsay, anti-Communist
James Lindsay, anti-Communist@ConceptualJames·
The main thing that poisoned the Left is Trump Derangement Syndrome, and Trump Derangement Syndrome was an application from the political-media messaging apparatus of the friend-enemy distinction, which ruins a people and creates hate-cults in place of politics.
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Rob Henderson
Rob Henderson@robkhenderson·
Relative to Americans with a high school education, Americans with graduate degrees are twice as likely to support political violence. More education = higher support for political violence. It couldn't be otherwise.
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Charlie Kirk
Charlie Kirk@charliekirk11·
Assassination culture is spreading on the left. Forty-eight percent of liberals say it would be at least somewhat justified to murder Elon Musk. Fifty-five percent said the same about Donald Trump. In California, activists are naming ballot measures after Luigi Mangione. The left is being whipped into a violent frenzy. Any setback, whether losing an election or losing a court case, justifies a maximally violent response. This is the natural outgrowth of left-wing protest culture tolerating violence and mayhem for years on end. The cowardice of local prosecutors and school officials have turned the left into a ticking time bomb. foxnews.com/us/new-bombshe…
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See this is why it's wild to think Woke had anything to do with political affiliation. It's emotional capture and it wears the characteristics of anything. I liked JP, but this demonstrates exactly how you get frog boiled with your own values into adapting resentful ingroup/outgroup worldviews. Again, pretty convinced that those who did not fall prey to some degree of the left's manipulation have developed such a sense of immunity to emotional coercion in general that they had no chance against it being used with their own values. Frog boil chart again, every sphere is a different color but they look identical beside one another until you are way away from where you used to be, under the impression that you haven't shifted:
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JP Sears@AwakenWithJP

With the whole magnitude of what happened, it’ll be important to hear how merch sales did.

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@AwakenWithJP Dang dude Really needed to demonstrate exactly how the left got emotionally frog boiled into holding bizarre resentful worldviews in your own colors huh
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Their sense of "evil" is that which prevents absolute freedom/control A sort of godlike autonomy Which is why the post-liberal assertion that the allowance of individual liberty is the cause of destruction functions as a compelling strawman. The misunderstanding is the acceptance in these individuals that we are not God. In a postmodern world however, that position is diluted with a lot of abstract language such that it becomes harder to discern/name, but the foundation remains the same: Belief that you can, or should control the experience of humanity.
Joel Berry@JoelWBerry

You must understand—Leftists don’t believe political violence is evil. They don’t believe evil even exists. They believe only in power, oppression, and liberation. They see violence as a valid tool to achieve their goals. This is mainstream Leftist thought.

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James Lindsay, anti-Communist
James Lindsay, anti-Communist@ConceptualJames·
My guess is, no, he didn't think he would escape, but he hoped to succeed and be remembered in the same kind of infamy as John Wilkes Booth except, like, heroically, because TDS. I strongly suspect such fantastic ideation is common in the deep TDS crowd.
Eric Metaxas@ericmetaxas

He was brilliant, w/an extremely high IQ. But also more foolish--DUMBER--than almost anyone. Did he think he would succeed & somehow escape? Was this a suicide attempt? The odds of "success" were essentially ZERO. What drove him to this madness?

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Joel Berry
Joel Berry@JoelWBerry·
You must understand—Leftists don’t believe political violence is evil. They don’t believe evil even exists. They believe only in power, oppression, and liberation. They see violence as a valid tool to achieve their goals. This is mainstream Leftist thought.
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Matt Walsh
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I’m officially convinced. It was a hoax. The Trump Administration recruited a leftist Kamala Harris voting Trump hater to participate in a staged assassination that would include the shooter getting shot at and then locked in federal prison for the rest of his life. The Kamala Harris voter agreed to this plan, that works against his political and personal interests, because he’s just like a really generous guy. Meanwhile the Trump Administration, despite dastardly planning multiple assassination hoaxes, decided to keep their patsy alive and a permanent liability to them, rather than just killing him like they could have easily done. They did this because they also are really strangely generous in a very odd and specific way. So in summary we have a plot where all parties involved are working against their own interests with no real discernible benefit to any of them. There is no evidence of this plan and it doesn’t even make any intuitive sense and the motives for everyone are unclear if not insane, but still I believe it because I’m a very smart person.
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The same people saying it's staged would be celebrating if it actually succeeded
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Classic__Liberal 🌲🇺🇸
Classic__Liberal 🌲🇺🇸@ClassicLibera12·
@KatKanada_TM Because their ideological worldview purposefully has no limiting moral principles
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I need a great fiction book recommendation - I’ve been reading far too much non-fiction. I know the timing of my ask will probably get this buried but maybe just maybe someone else out there will get why this is the perfect time to ask.
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