InluxBDX

Foda, mais uma vez fudi tudo! Tem razão dos outros quererem se afastar de mim, eu não ajudo

A timeline agora só mostra coisas sobre depressão, autoestima e saúde mental. Pelo menos antigamente era mais engraçado fazer piada sobre problemas mentais, hoje é sinal de ter realmente um problema.

Acho que vou fazer terapia com a IA, talvez ajude

Ok, I'll try to make everything different this time, I give it my word. But how? That's the question, what can I actually do to make things better? Don't know, maybe just relax a little bit more and not take life too seriously all the time

But I still don't know what to do, maybe I just need a hug and to just shut up

I miss that time I come here to talk shit, expressing whatever idiot idea I want, mainly about depression, existence and my will to die. Those times never come back... Today is today, here, now as in Huxley's book "The Island". And tomorrow will be another tomorrow.

In expressing whatever shit you want the world to see, which is a good thing, people and culture are evolving in this digital era and preparing something for the good or the worse, of the future.

It's good and bad, but in the end, culture changes, good things happen and also bad things, I could say more about it, because all I see is a decaying in a certain degree of natural exposure of human actions or something like this, but also an increasing in freedom

Just maybe..and another maybe. Time to recycle ♻️ the body, mind, the purpose and the meaning of why I'm still alive on this planet, because somehow is good to be alive and is good to keep seeing the outside . Life is good, despite the chaotic system..

Makes the whole difference, 03 decades and 6 years of living, too young and too bored and depressed to keep living. Maybe sometimes we need goals to achieve and to keep getting out of bed everyday...maybe...maybe...just maybe

Maybe I was wrong or maybe reality these days is too harsh to bear or to live in it or maybe I'm a fucking dumbass, either way, at least I'm going to die

Actually, I just want to be at peace, at least with myself, but I don't know, I feel too guilty and ashamed of myself and sometimes grateful, but very ashamed, I think depression hit me hard after I came back to my father's home or do I use it as an excuse to keep me in shit?

Sometimes you just want to say " It's alright I got it, be at peace and do your things" , but often I do the fucking opposite thing 🤯. How to change the pattern?

Tem momentos na vida que a gente realmente não sabe o que fazer mais 🫠🥹🤯

Today is another Friday! 🥹🫠

Aproveitar o tempo livre momentâneo e terminar de ler todos os livros que estão parados

@retro_anime Didn't know it was hentai 😅🤣

Mezzo Forte (2001)