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As an 18+ Vtuber/streamer, I don't consent to being sexualized. Being 18+ doesn't mean it's okay to sexualize me. Someone who is a 'feet connoisseur' followed me and I got added to a list. I did not consent to it and I was really uncomfortable. I should not have to say this.

@DaikokutenIX Yes, but it’s sad that to experience things, I need money 🥲

@LinnychuVT Keep on living, because it is worth it. You're here for a reason, to experience something. You have much more to go through, and this is one of the challenges.

These days I've been eating less, showering less, brushing my teeth less, etc. It's so hard to get out of bed. Even when I need to pee, I end up doomscrolling and falling asleep again without peeing. I sleep around 4-5AM and don't wake up until 3-4PM.

To be gay is to be free and to be free is to be yourself

@demonemperordad I might have depression since I might also have Autism and ADHD and have been feeling so burnt out but idk what to do about it. Just feel like I’m stressing all the time.

@demonemperordad Like, needing experience for an entry job in itself is just ridiculous tbh. I applied to an IT apprenticeship once and they said I needed to learn about IT first but what I needed to learn is what they were going to train me on anyways so I was really confused.

@CrashAndooCoot The Doomfist moment was so funny 🤣🤣🤣🤣

GODDAMN EXCELLENT STREAM WITH @LinnychuVT here's a lil clip twitch.tv/crashandoocoot…

@eradicatorvt Yupppp

@LinnychuVT Yeahhh, working customer service sucks your soul every single day too 😔🫡

@eradicatorvt Being at work just makes me feel so unwanted there 🥲 Idk how to make friends irl cause most customers are way older/younger than me

@LinnychuVT I know the feeling all too well, been there and seem to be getting there again 😔 all we can do is try tho 🫂🫂

@Kal_Amenity It feels like I can’t do anything to contribute to society and I feel like a bum every single day

@LinnychuVT I’m so sorry you’re going through this : /

@FreeVeeVT Cutting ties was like cutting a piece of myself but it was for the best 🥲 I still struggle in social situations even after working in customer service for over a year now. I think everyone hates me and everyone is mad at me at work, it’s exhausting 😭

@LinnychuVT Honestly sounds like a similar situation to me and my other half after had to cut some ties for our own sakes All honesty it's hard, in my own limited experience it was forcing myself to participate in the outside world again when I didn't wanna and then it just got easier...

I'm not sad, just empty and lost. Only things I can do is stream myself playing video games and hang out with other vtubers.

I don't want to die because I still have things I want to do but the things I want to do requires money. For example: traveling, starting a business, hobbies, dates, fun outdoor activities, driving lessons, college/uni. Living in the UK is depressing tbh.

@WilliamCar29997 No, I have not :0

@LinnychuVT Have you seen underground idols?🥺

Idol culture is so toxic. Why wouldn’t you want your idols to be happy? I understand being in love with them but you don’t even know each other on a personal level. You can’t date them either because of the power dynamics. The control over idols is crazy.

@Saru_Monsuki It’s drove multiple idols to suicide too 🥲

@LinnychuVT They have this image of them and if the idols deviate it ruins the fans fantasies Its...kinda pathetic

@Saru_Monsuki Fans treat idols as if they own them. The entitlement is crazy

@LinnychuVT Its kinda daft in my opinion They are people still that can be happy, sad etc