𝐅𝚰927.

⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀♱ ⠀ tell me i’m a bad man, take this to my grave.

@JSTSL33P “It’s just that… I don’t know if it’s right, and I know that you’ll never feel the same way, so I don’t know what’s the point anymore.” [ Unconsciously, his body searched Ray, getting closer to him and resting his head on Ray’s shoulder. ]

@MBLEMATICDAGGER [Ray wrung his hands together nervously; like a washrag with endless amounts of water. He then took a seat next to Frank, tenderly squeezing his shoulder.] "...I don't know what to say. I really don't. But...I don't want you to feel bad over this."

// @JSTSL33P [ Frank is sitting on his bed. His chest bumping as hard as it could and his throat with a knot that could not be easily erased. His head was looking down, avoiding any eye contact possible with the man standing in front of him. ]

@JSTSL33P [ His sight lowered again, and with his hair covering his eyes he felt how the tears were running down his face again, but this time, he didn’t feel scared or nervous, he just felt guilty. ] “I’m sorry, Ray… I didn’t want this to happen but- I couldn’t control it. I’m so sorry”

@MBLEMATICDAGGER "No, I—" [Ray sputtered out on instinct. He felt such a sudden, overwhelming sense of guilt that it made his head spin. But still...he couldn't just leave Frank like that.] "It's...it's fine. I just..." [He muttered, but had no words to follow up with.]

@JSTSL33P [ Frank noticed Ray’s attitude change, the man did not acted like that usually, and Frank’s expression went from a slightly relaxed one to a “I fucked up” worried one. ] “I- I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have said that.” [ His voice cracked again. ] “You can go if you want-”

@MBLEMATICDAGGER "Oh." [Ray froze. Seriously, it was like his entire bodily function got put on pause. He didn't know if he wanted to scream or cry or throw up right now. But he knew it really wasn't Frank's fault. He didn't know how to say that though, so he went silent after that.]

@JSTSL33P “Not like that, idiot…” [ Frank broke eye contact to finally clean up his tears with his thumbs. Just to return back to Ray’s eyes. ] “I like you. I think I might be in love with you, and I don’t know what to do about it.”

@MBLEMATICDAGGER [Ray blinked, laughing nervously. He really hoped Frank wasn't saying what he thought he was saying.] "Uh...I'd hope so, considering we're bandmates."

@JSTSL33P [ With difficulty, Frank took a breath in between his chaos, and looked at Ray directly in the eyes. ] “I… think I like you.” [ He said. And suddenly, he didn’t know if the weight in his chest disappeared or got heavier. ]

@MBLEMATICDAGGER "What?" [Ray's brows pinched together. He hated that Frank was so distressed, but he also had no idea what was happening.] "What do you mean by that?"

@JSTSL33P [ His body flinched when Ray’s hand touched his shoulder, and his crying got even worse. He could barely see behind his tears and his hands were trembling. It was embarrassing. ] “It’s you!” [ Frank had built up a little courage to raise his head, finally making eye contact. ]

@MBLEMATICDAGGER [Ray knew Frank was crying; it was obvious the moment he heard the shorter man's breath hitch. And suddenly he felt his heart drop to his stomach. What could possibly have him this upset?] "Frank..." [He gingerly placed a hand on Frank's shoulder.] "What is it?"

@JSTSL33P his crying eyes for his good luck, but the whimpers coming out of his mouth didn’t help on trying to hide it. ]

@JSTSL33P “You should know at this point… I’m not like this with anyone else, I’m not clingy with anyone but you, I don’t chase ‘em like I do with you. I’m trying to be crystal clear, but you just-“ [ In Frank’s eyes, tears started forming and running down his cheeks. His hair covered +

@JSTSL33P Nothing else?

@MBLEMATICDAGGER It does. You're a dog

@JSTSL33P Use your brain, please. All the clinging, the chewing, doesn’t it mean something to you?

@MBLEMATICDAGGER Obvious??? What am I supposed to suspect?

@JSTSL33P Ray, I think at this point I’ve been really obvious. You actually haven’t suspected anything? Really? I think that hurts even more.

@MBLEMATICDAGGER Don't use that tone with me! I really don't know :/

@JSTSL33P Ugh, please…

@MBLEMATICDAGGER ??? I don't

@JSTSL33P Stop acting dumb, you know what I’m talking about.

@MBLEMATICDAGGER Well you're already the resident dog? What's the point of this

@JSTSL33P You know damn well

@MBLEMATICDAGGER What are you even on about 😟

u Like me right? yeah? u do? u do? u do? u do? really? tell me more? u do right? please tell me? keep talking? please? i need to know, be honest?

@FETCHMEEADAGGER // TF ARE U SAYING? ITS ABSOLUTE FIRE I LOVED IT

// ITS SO ASS IM SORRY

// SOLO RP “ After-Silence”

Let me be clingy and annoying and always texting you and telling you how much I love you and looking for validation please please please please please 🥺🥺