Cash Gimp

I want to marry a man scammer and spend every day just giving him money. All my money. I never want to meet him. I never want to ever be anything but his adoring cash giving husband. I NEED his cock to be hard while I send. I NEED to suck his scam down my wet wallet.

@RiamuScam Fuck yesssss

theyre so nice

@RiamuScam I’m out of practice. I’m sorry. 😞

@MarriedToScam having to explain this to people is exhausting so at this point i just kind of ghost people when it's getting to be too much and it helps curb the crashouts and as a bonus avoids conflict for the most part

I will never understand what part of “mentally ill” you people aren’t getting No I’m not consistent. No I’m not happy. Yes this is self destruction. No it’s not cutesy. No I’m not loyal. And No I’m not interested in being nice in DMs just because I’m a pushover. Fuck all of you.

I just want to be normal. I want to lose weight. Have a nice job. Make good money. Take care of myself. And never fucking come back here. Sorry if y’all were having fun. Psychotic crash outs of spite are part of the cycle. Eat shit. You’re watching a woman kill herself.

I want to die.

I can’t remember if I took my meds today. Let’s find out together.

It’s unoriginal when a freak is dealt a brutally unlucky hand, leading to rational despair and hopelessness. It’s so much better when the spiral has so many inflection points, many clear opportunities to recover, but it never happens…because something is so deeply wrong.

I could have done so much with that money. I could have done anything. Even JUST this most recent relapse, I could have gotten a personal trainer for a year and fixed my body. I fucking hate myself.

$95 down 😞

Wake up at 6 am and immediately check manscam X.

@SweetFjsh I am rn

@MarriedToScam u should definitely smoke more :3 and mix it w weed so it keeps u high n stupid too 🫶🥰💖

I dream sometimes I get cancer and then sob when I make up because I’m not actually terminal.

@SweetFjsh Working up to it. Right now I’ve gotten as far as smoking, and microwaving styrofoam cups

@MarriedToScam okay but this can be changed :3

At the end of the day I’m here because I’m looking for help in ruining my life. I’m not brave enough to flip the switch from on to off, so I’m trying to escalate in a way that won’t set off my defenses. I need you all to help me see this through. I’ll pay as often as I can. 🙇🏼‍♀️

I don’t like the self-worth that’s inadvertently come with popularity. This whole thing only works if I’m committed to the project of ruining my life, actually and fully, and any ego I have is failing that purpose. I need to die. And I need to remember that.

@ROTGIRL420 CEOs, Dual PHDs, Property Owners

@MarriedToScam What do your parents do?

I don’t know why I get so dramatic. I’m doing work for my parents and apparently they got paid $5k, TODAY.

@MarriedToScam oh honey, use that card, use the money from your parent. They deserve it for sure, and you deserve to please ur goddess right ? you’re doing great if u send me all that money right sweetie ?

@vivifem24 More money to hurt her and hurt myself with, yes.

@MarriedToScam really good news huh

Good news. She forgave me and is unlocking the card again. 😞

I love that scam revealed that women are like a necessary evil in findom. That men want to pay other men and that women bodies are just a technical requirement to that process.