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must’ve disgusted him to even say. “fuck , willow , i except that shit from him , but 𝘺𝘰𝘶 .ᐣ you promised we’d die together.”
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“what made you love him more .ᐣ why couldn’t you just fucking tell me that instead of doing this .ᐣ” he wonders how much he’s lied. how many times he must’ve gagged alone thinking of all the empty promises. ——
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⠀ “no. no , you wouldn’t be doing this. you wouldn’t do this to me.” body backs up further , & this time it isn’t his doing. arms have wrapped around waist. tight. well timed considering the jolt forward that happens in between. ——
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𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 ᵈ͟ᵉ͟ᵉ͟ʳ͟ᵉ͟ˢ͟ᵗ 𝒃𝒐𝒚 . .⋆♱⃓ 𓃴@doehuntinqs
» no . i just wanted him to *love me . i don't want to fucking marry him . i want to marry *you . « how can it be so hard to understand ? why does no one seem to be getting any of this , least of all the fact that kody *obviously set this up to …
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/ kody is once again calling him stupid but with his eyes
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if he’ll show him he loves him more than whatever idea of himself that kody’s been giving him. “you wanna marry him too .ᐣ”
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“.. you want him to love you more than me .ᐣ” it’s only an assumption. it’s all only assumptions , & yet he’s letting them move him. body backs against kody’s just to see if willow’ll care. ——
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⠀ he doesn’t believe him. not because he doesn’t trust willow ( though he’s certainly starting not to now ) , but because he doesn’t trust kody. doesn’t believe he’d tell willow anything that he wouldn’t know already , ——
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𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 ᵈ͟ᵉ͟ᵉ͟ʳ͟ᵉ͟ˢ͟ᵗ 𝒃𝒐𝒚 . .⋆♱⃓ 𓃴@doehuntinqs
there goes his plan for staying silent . he wants to slip off the couch and slink off to his room, slam the door shut . barricade it closed until he rots into the sheets, nothing more than a big stain that needs cleaning up . …
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/ and by those who don’t know i just mean cj if she is watching
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/ for those who don’t know kody is kind of like alices billy loomis
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@doehuntinqs / yes bc somebody in the room is moving like a snail rn so i’m waiting
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/ ya’ll ain’t ready for what i’m going to make alice do
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whatever they have , he assumes it’s sweet behind closed doors. soft. sickeningly so. better than anything alice could give.
kody doesn’t love him , but he’s never been wrong. maybe he could say he ‘𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘥’.
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⠀ “the way he loves you .ᐣ” he must be right. that must be it. he’s just not enough. kody always has a lesson —— some way of showing him how he’s fucked up. this is what he’s been trying to show him. ——
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⠀ what an idea. kody loving him. at one point , he would’ve done anything to see that. 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 anything. he’s heard it before , time & time again. heard it the most back when he’d wake up a day after ——
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𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 ᵈ͟ᵉ͟ᵉ͟ʳ͟ᵉ͟ˢ͟ᵗ 𝒃𝒐𝒚 . .⋆♱⃓ 𓃴@doehuntinqs
he's shifting and swaying like he's stuck atop a ship , wringing his hands over and over again . they're red by now , irritated by the force of it all. kody's saying nothing, again, and willow doesn't know why he expected anything different this time …
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