hehe

“our family wasn’t very wealthy. the three of us grew up closely together and i was lucky enough to earn money early on. i didn’t want to make them feel the helplessness that i felt when i was young, and the sadness of having to give up because i didn’t have money. but... i thought it was important for my sister to grow with her own will and ability, so i thought a lot about how far i should set the standard for helping her. after thinking about it a lot, at first i told her i would give her the big home appliances like refrigerator or tv, i said “let me do it, let me do it for you as your sister.” but she refused everything. but (in the end) with good heart, she took home things that are useful. they said they were thankful that they didn’t have to worry about the household goods but actually i didn’t really do anything for them. i gave things that i didn’t use anymore and with that, they said those were enough for them and i’m thankful...”

💚 Nih pemerintah makin hari makin jadi beban ajgg. Sumpah sistem lo tuh makin hari makin hancur. Gua kasih tau aja ya, jarak pangkalan terdekat dari rumah gua itu 30km.

ya ampun ternyata sami sami tuh bahasa jawa??? aku kira itu orang ngomong sama sama aja tapi diimut imutin 😭

Orang yang berjuang dengan anxiety atau kecemasan cenderung mudah lupa banyak hal, disebabkan mereka terlalu sibuk berfokus antisipasi bagaimana sesuatu akan terjadi. Sehingga mereka tidak benar benar mengalami apa yang terjadi pada dirinya di masa sekarang, sehingga tidak membentuk memori yang seharusnya sempurna.