Samantha Winchester

@theeKingCrowley Come anywhere near my girl and you’ll lose your brainless head ❤️

@SWinchster83 If he actually ends up beating me down I'll kidnap your girl for a week 💞💞💞

And that, my girls, is why you should never trust a demon with your secrets. Shout out Cas for keeping his end. Sam fuck you. Dean I know you'll come back to me anyway because I'm that great 💅🏻💅🏻💅🏻

@ELeahy85 I know.

@SWinchster83 John can’t hurt you anymore, okay love? He won’t.

But every time I left I was in the wrong. I should just stay and ignore it all like it doesn’t hurt me. That’s my life I guess. Who cares what Sam feels.

@ELeahy85 It really doesn’t feel like it.

@SWinchster83 Baby it’s not like that. You’re just worried and triggered right now, it’s your trauma talking. We care what you feel, your brother cares, your friends care, I care. You are loved. And you have the right to express your pain.

@NovaksDeanW_ You think you’re sparing the people you love but you’re actually doing more damage than you think. But whatever you think is best I guess.

@SWinchster83 Yeah true something is bothering me but I decided me going out and doing drugs like I do at least once a week would upset you less than what I'm cooking inside my own head. And it's not just you. It'd hurt others too and you don't deserve it.

@NovaksDeanW_ It used to be you and me against the world and now it’s you, drugs, alcohol and then crying and villainizing me when I react to it. Are you even my brother anymore?

@SWinchster83 All I'm saying is, you don't have to leave. I care what you feel. I'm not disregarding it. And I hate when you leave home. Do what you will.

@theeKingCrowley No it was either you going out with him and buying him his drugs or you talking some sense into him and telling him he doesn’t need that shit.

@SWinchster83 If you really do you're a selfish bastard. My feelings don't matter shit to me I know that much but I wouldn't endanger him. It was either me or a stranger.

@theeKingCrowley You are on thin fucking ice.

@NovaksDeanW_ You can do whatever.

@SWinchster83 I'm not even home. I won't be coming soon

@ELeahy85 Yes. Please?

@SWinchster83 Are you sure baby?

Can you take me to your place tonight? @ELeahy85

@theeKingCrowley I know him. I know what all of this does to him. You don’t.

@SWinchster83 He's fine. I talked him out of risking himself and called his husband like 20 minutes in when I got he was gonna do something he'd regret. Sorry sis but you're in the wrong this time.

@ELeahy85 @NovaksDeanW_ Exactly, he’s grown. He knows what seeing him act like dad did does to me and he doesn’t give a shit.

@SWinchster83 @NovaksDeanW_ Babe let it go. It’s okay. He’s grown.

Part two

@NovaksDeanW_ Doing drugs with a demon? Applying to be a fireman? If you want to kill yourself just say it loud and clear.

@SWinchster83 Sammy I just wanted to have fun and not to think omfg. Cas was busy. Should I have stayed and third wheeled your date or sit in Baby all night? We were talking with Crowley and I realized I had to do something, I did then we went to a bar. We do that all the time.

@NovaksDeanW_ Nothing. Stay with Cas.

@SWinchster83 You drunk text more than I do. I'm not even drunk istfg. Did you fight with Eileen or something? What's that about?

@theeKingCrowley For starters, getting my brother high and wasted, while he was in a bad mental place instead of acting like someone with common sense and taking advantage of his state to spend some time with him ignoring how damaging that is to him when he feels like that.

@SWinchster83 WTF DID I DO

@NovaksDeanW_ So? You think you go away and I don’t worry knowing you’re out getting wasted?? Knowing how suicidal you are? Are you stupid?

@SWinchster83 Wth? I'm not there. I didn't talk to you, I didn't even text you. I literally didn't mention your name. I'm with Cas rn.

@ELeahy85 Don’t worry my love, I just needed some fresh air. Stay in bed. I’ll be there in a couple minutes. I love you

Baby? Where are you? @SWinchster83