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⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ intro • edtwt ✦sunni •26• she/her ✦relapsing ana (/ednos?) ✦cw: 75kg • 160cm ✦ mdni & fatphobes dni ✦pro recovery always ♡ / ↻ for moot #edtwt #mootsearch ・┆✦ʚ♡ɞ✦ ┆・

@kjur8p Felt this in my soul, my lw was 36kg & now I gained to 75kg 😭 it's genuinely soul shattering

I’ve genuinely lived every disordered girls nightmare. I was 54kg, lost to 40kg, and then gained to 80kg 🫩 genuine hell

Wannarexic vibes today when I'm trying to restrict and end up binging instead 😔💔🥀 I'm gonna b fat forever, screaming crying throwing up 😭

I'm not trying to get skinny to be healthy I'm trying to get skinny to look good 😮‍💨 I will not stop viewing myself as disgusting until I lose a scary amount of weight

Clearly my partner and I have very different ideas of what weight loss should look like for me LOL fck that I'm trying to get as skinny as possible as fast as possible, idgaf about how I "should" be doing it health wise lollll

Me when I feel like my cal limit is still big backed but my partner is telling me it's way too little 🫩🫣

so as much as I hate admitting, I'm currently sitting at 75kg with a bmi of 29 😔🤢🫪 gw: 45kg, goal bmi: 17 I need to seriously lock tf in bc I got a long way to go 😔

hadn't weighed myself in years bc it was helping my recovery but when I finally did it legit made me feel sick 🫠 ever since I found out my bmi I haven't been able to think about anything but getting skinny again

ANYWHO time to lock tf in with restricting & excessive exercise bc I'm tired of being a fat fuck 🤪

first time posting on edtwt, why am I nervous 🫣

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