crazy how your ed makes you think you have power and control. i just ate something, not out of hunger or out of anxiety, just because i wanted to, ate the amount that felt comfortable, didn't restrict or eat the whole thing. that sounds more like power than torturing yourself
one thing i also do not understand old movies that wanted to make every woman that wasn't underweight seem obese is how they're supposed to be unnattractive😭 am i the only one that feels like both things do not have any correlation whatsoever?
i do not “post thinspo,” i do not “post my
own bodychecks,” i do not “post wieads,” i do not have “consistent posts.” i post when i WANT and i ONLY complain about how fat i am and if it gets no engagement then I KILL MYSELF
idk what is wrong with me i find everyone so boring and dull but when i talk to my ex she makes me feel so many things and i laugh so much wich is really hard for me for some reason i wish we could be togeyher forever bro
@apexthk lamento el sentimiento que te da, trata de regular atracones previniendote, por ejemplo lavándote los dientes y así el sabor de la comida te dará asco, alejándote de la cocina, cuando comas que sea lentamente y luego tomas mucha mucha agua
estoy cansadoooo de tener un tca y no parar de pensar en comida y como me veo y cagarme de hambre y despues comer mucho y querer suicidarme todos los dias por algo tan basico como comer por que no podia ser normal