*〔 ♜ 〕— ‍ 𝑏𝑎𝑑 ‍ 𝕸𝐎𝐎𝐍 ‍ 𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 ‍ .

* 𝐢. a 𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙 state of min͟d children of the 𝑛𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 but it's the on͟ly way of life this 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 hole's pulling me inside of this black 𝘩𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, the black soul un͟derneath this black, 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 sky.

* ღ. 𝒹arling darling doesn't have a prob͟l͟e͟m ; 𝑙𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 to herself, cause her liquor's ┉ top shelf. it's alarm͟i͟n͟g, honestly how 𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔 she can be 𝒻ooling everyone, telling 'em she's having fu͟n.

* 𝐢. medic͟ate me so i die ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑦 a strain of cancer cho͟kes the answers. are you 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 me, a liar like me— ? we are di͟rt, we are 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒. you know we're far from sober.

* 𝒊. at 𝑚𝑖𝑑𝑛𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 drain the stream of life ; yet loathe the banquet which perforce must 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑑 thy livid living corpse : thy victims ere they yet expire shall know the demon for their 𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒.

you're mine whether it is acknowledged or not.

enduring things is what you do best. gritting your teeth and bearing them.

* 𝒊. at my side the 𝑑𝑒𝑚𝑜𝑛 writhes forever, swimming ar͟ound me like impalpable air; as i breathe, he 𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑠 my lu͟ngs like fever and fills me with an eternal guilty 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑟𝑒.

maybe  i  should  have  wanted  less.  maybe  i  should  have  ignored  the  bowl  within  me  burning  to  be  filled.

pretty little devil, liar, deceiver. false prophet, blood wicked, ain't no preacher.

* 𝐢. a 𝑛𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙 state of min͟d children of the 𝑛𝑖𝑔𝘩𝑡 but it's the on͟ly way of life this 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 hole's pulling me inside of this black 𝘩𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑡, the black soul un͟derneath this black, 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑐𝑘 sky.