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You always know. You can see exactly what you need to do, and still you can't get there. That gap between knowing and doing is where the shame lives. That's what nobody talks about, not the distraction, the shame. And it stays there quietly for years, because no one ever told you, this isn't a character flaw. This is a brain that was never properly explained to you.

ADHD is one of the most painful things to live with. Not because it's loud, because it's contradictory. You're capable of anything and motivated to do almost nothing. You understand everyone around you, but can't explain what's happening inside yourself. You have brilliant ideas, but no patience to finish a single one. You're a genius who can't handle an email, an extrovert who needs to be completely alone, a person full of advice who can't follow any of it. And the worst part? You know.

Having ADHD is crazy because i can do everything except the one thing i need to do

Dostoyevsky was right; every self-betrayal is a sin. Whenever you go against your nature, your body makes a point to remind you.

It's because in ADHD the brain often has a faster idea generation than working memory can keep up with. So you’re mid sentence and your brain goes “wait, this version is better,” and it instantly switches tracks. But that “better sentence” isn’t fully stored anywhere stable yet, because working memory in ADHD can be more fragile under interruption. When you pause, you interrupt the original sentence and the new one before either is fully encoded. It’s basically: idea A → replaced by idea B → attention shift → buffer clears → both A and B disappear

God sent his only Son to hang out with sinners and hookers and occultists

According to Philosophy, the highest form of peace is to have zero desire to be understood, admired, pitied or even known.

@empressatlantis i's North Node-Sun conjunction point. That morning my photographer friend came out of his room and was excited to share his edits...I scroll through and there's a set of photos of my ex. My friend had never met him before 😂 it was shocking for me these photos with the timing!!!

@empressatlantis A year after we broke up, I visited my photographer friend in the city, to crash at after a show. My friend stayed behind because he had a set of photos he needed to finish editing by that evening for a comedy club. The next morning the transit Moon ingress 0°Capricorn--my ex &

Gun to your head name the synastry with your ex that haunts you

I was today years old when I learned If you feel it in your chest it's fear If you feel it in your stomach it's intuition If you feel it in your head it's anger If you feel it in your muscles it's anxiety If you feel it in your mouth it's disgust If you feel it in your throat it's sadness If you feel it in your face it's shame If you feel it throughout your body it's happiness

お坊さんなので言いますが、人は傷ついた回数ではなく「思い出した回数」で苦しんでいるものです

I say this line by Cormac McCarthy in my head at least twice a week

No matter how lonely you get on your spiritual journey, DO NOT reinvite toxic people back into your life. Loneliness ain’t your enemy, it’s your initiation. The real danger is mistaking silence for suffering and running back to chaos just to feel something. Every time you reopen a door to inconsistency, you disrupt your own energetic alignment, like resetting your nervous system back to survival mode instead of elevation. That “familiar” energy isn’t comfort, it’s conditioning… a psychological loop designed to keep you vibrating low

@hunnismoker For real. Since starting medication for ADHD and depression, I’ve been radicalized to believe that there is no such thing as a lazy person. We are all just neurotransmitters and hormones, and an imbalance of either can be a whole lot stronger than strength of will.

neuron trying to connect to other neurons

this is such a bar

@martinangelh I agree with you on both takes--the differences between sensory/pleasure (earth) and intellectual (air) qualities of Venus~•☆

I’ve seen a lot of ugly Taurus Venus loves Libras more

“don’t be scared of bees, they’re checking to see if you’re a flower” is the sweetest thing

A bird doesn’t need to be productive to deserve the sky. Yet humans have been made to believe that we must be productive in order to deserve life.