d. ୨୧🥃 รีทวีตแล้ว
260420 #MARK #마크 LAST BBL MESSAGE 🥹❤️🩹
“hi y/n…🥺
have you been doing wellㅠ? lately, it feels like i’ve only been talking to czennies about heavy and serious things, so honestly my heart hasn’t felt at ease and i feel a bit sad about that.. but since today will probably be my last bubble message for a while… i’m sending this with a heavy heart again today..ㅠ i never imagined a day like this would come, or that i’d be saying something like this directly to you like this..ㅠ as i’m writing this, it feels really strangeㅠ if, while receiving my bubble messages, you were able to gain even a little strength, or if there was even a moment where my messages gave you a bit of good energy as you went through your day, then i think i’d be really happy, and really relieved and thankfulㅠ even though i couldn’t come to bubble super often.. every time i did, i think i always sincerely hoped that you would gain strength from it🥺 when i read your bubble messages, there were actually so many times i gained strength from them too, y/n might not even realize that.. even these days, when i read your messages, there were so many moments where i felt comforted and my heart felt warm. this space called bubble was always fun in that sense, and i think i was even happier because it felt like you enjoyed it together with me. but because of that, i’ve been really worried and heavy-hearted thinking that my bubble ending after today might make you really sad or hurt you a lot..
but you know this isn’t really the end, rightㅠ? and you know it doesn’t mean we’ll never communicate again, right? as the date for bubble ending got closer, i kept thinking about what kind of message i should leave so that you could feel reassured and still receive strength until the end, and that’s probably why i naturally ended up sharing glimpses of my music work with you lately. these days, i’ve been working really hard on music in the u.s. i think i’m working in many different ways with different people, writing music in various styles! i’ve also been going around looking for different kinds of inspiration and experiencing a lot. i’ll definitely come back soon to y/n and to czennies with a new side of myself and new music. i also heard that some czennies are worried i might retire… so i really want to comfort and give strength to czennies and markfs who might be worrying a lot during this time… i’ll really do my best. but not just simply working hard and coming back, i will truly grow, and come back with music created through new ways of expression that can show that growth. y/n always said they liked hearing my stories… so i’ll try to put more of my stories into my music. so i’ve been spending this time thinking more deeply about myself, rediscovering myself, and finding new inspirations to express myself again. i’ll also prepare a new way to communicate and come back soon. i’m sorry it feels like i’m just making you wait… just like with my solo album, i made you wait a lot.. but this time too, i’ll definitely repay that wait with something even betterㅠ let’s both spend this time growing a bit, and meet again soonㅠ
i’m not saying this like we’ll never see each other again, but i’ll really miss you. truly. but i’m not going anywhere, so please don’t feel too sad or have a hard time, just wait a little bit. i’ll be back soon. thank you so, so, so much for using bubble with me, for listening to my stories, for always giving me strength, making me laugh, and sharing fun conversations with me… i’m really, really grateful…. let’s meet again soon! fighting for today, tomorrow, and the day after🥹 i sincerely hope you sleep well every night, even on the nights when my messages are temporarily gone🥺 once again, thank you so much, and i love you 💚♥️
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