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2 years ago, I disappeared after 3 years of creating Apex #1 kill grind content. I got really sick with constant nausea, fatigue, and my Type 1 diabetes became unmanageable. Endless hospital visits gave no answers until 5 months ago when I went private, got the right treatment, and finally started recovering. To those who enjoyed my content, I’m sorry for vanishing. I was half of what I used to be, and saying goodbye hurt too much to make it official. Huge thanks to my family for pushing me to keep searching for answers when I thought this pain was my new normal. I’m REALLY looking forward to returning this Halloween ❤️‍🩹🦇

@SylverRayn ❤️

Lil Birthday Stream (last stream) 🍾 twitch.tv/sylverrayn

@TerminalWarGame Can’t wait 🙏

If you’re sad about the Last of Us Online being cancelled…. We invite you to see our game Terminal War. We’re entirely indie & self funded. We’re Factions fans and intend to create a gritty multiplayer experience. We don’t have nearly the budget that Naughty Dog had but we’re giving it everything we've got. Official Reveal in June. Wishlist Now. Share this with your fellow stragglers.

@SylverRayn ❤️

Apologies for the abrupt end to stream today, having some PC issues ☹️

@theog_Pepper @insfcntfnds Yeah HBO finally gave me my big break 🧙‍♂️

@insfcntfnds @illSpooky is this you?

there’s somebody from the apex community that looks exactly like this but i can’t think of who it is

@PxlKaii Brought a tear to my eye

@illSpooky Thank you!! Appreciate it, how’d you like the ending?😢

IT’S HERE! 📽️ ARC Raiders Valentine’s Day Special Short Film A heartfelt love story in the ruins of topside. ‘Forever With You’ is out now!❤️

@SylverRayn Banger

A little something something🤠

Working on Her ☕️

@beautifullight Colour

Need you, black and white or colored ?

@NiceWigg Huge congrats!

No longer a creator Now a Co-Owner 💯

@delysidish @ArcRaidersNow Still no

ARC RAIDERS Players Want SELF- REVIVE sounds nice… but is it really needed? The game hits hard because every down matters and teammates actually have to commit to revives. That tension is kind of the whole point. A self-revive might make things easier, but it could also water down PvE, mess with PvP, and make squads less important. Sometimes the struggle is what makes the wins feel good. What do you think — add it or keep things as they are? 👀 #ArcRaiders

@GxnjyEU @ArcRaidersNow Yea 😂

@illSpooky @ArcRaidersNow PTSD from apex?

Happy Christmas gamers 🎄

1v3💀#ArcRaiders

@_SEN_FOX @ARCRaidersGame Carry bodies is a great idea but I hate self revive

@ARCRaidersGame enable carry dead friends or bodys and self revive

📡 Attention Raiders! You’ve explored the world of ARC Raiders, and we want to know what you think of it! We know that YOU, the player, are best placed to offer valuable feedback and suggestions on the game, so we’d like to kick off the conversation by asking for your thoughts and feelings on map design. Please take our short feedback survey and let your voice guide the future of ARC Raiders - id.embark.games/id/arc-raiders…

10,000 hours of Apex has permanently deleted the concept of fall damage from my brain

@JxrretW I expected to die i wont lie

@illSpooky Watching this happen live was actually insane

@ARCRaidersGame HELL YEA

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