Isoellen รีทวีตแล้ว
Isoellen
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Isoellen
@isoellen
I’m a problematic author who writes sex-drenched, violent worlds where might makes right but fairy-tale-style happily-ever-after’s rule the day.
เข้าร่วม Kasım 2019
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Isoellen รีทวีตแล้ว
Isoellen รีทวีตแล้ว

It’s the end of the day,
The beginning of the day,
The middle, At lunch,
Does it matter?
Stress is spring-loaded in his tailbone, need, want, and the vast chasm where he screams and no one ever hears the sound -
Heavy there, molten lead weighted
The heat of it has been carried in his testicles for days in a
A slow , swelling urgency.
Until he groans his rebellion--
Hand around his cock,
Like the steel rebar bend of an unfinished skyscraper
Stroking fury,
Then sliding hard into alive.
Claiming release and feral manhood,
Spilling his ache into the ether,
A mess that smells like salt and iron, and the sweat
Of the unmet, uncelebrated,
And unrequited.
And good lord help me. I wish it had landed on my face so I could honor the sight of it.
English

He lets her into places
Where others are forbidden.
Allows her privilege
Of teeth and tongue.
Gently, honestly
She traces the sublime
Spaces of his body, his mind
With soft licks and kisses
Speaking herself into his language
And the full unread lexicon
Of silence resting tight
Between his shoulder blades.
She goes where others have rejected
She holds what others neglected
Until their words together blend into song
Into whisper, into midnight talks of nothing
Tangled into the poetry of perfect sin.
English

I never felt alive until
it felt like there was a person somewhere in the world
Holding a thread, a rope, a chain
My will to the flick of his command
My soul bent to his
As he held the deep of my everything
Commanded the ugly dregs
At his feet.
I gave guilt, I gave shame
Let him touch it, flinching from the pain
Until he fed it back to me
Drawing circles of communion
On my lips
With the blunt head of Medjool dates,
Thick, and sticky sweet-
Dipped in cinnamon and orange
Dripping gold down my chin
His hand at my throat as I swallowed aroma
Inhaled peace
Arched candescent in his name.
English

I never felt alive until
There was a person somewhere in the world
Holding the thread, rope, chain
Of my will to the flick of his command
My soul bent to his,
Knees scraped naked on an old carpeted floor.
He knew the deep of my everything
–the fine and the fallow
And still demanded the ugly dregs
placed right at his feet.
I gave guilt, I gave shame
Let him touch it, flinching inward-quiet with the pain
Until he fed it back to me from a crystal bowl
Drawing circles of communion
On my lips
With the blunt caramel head of Medjool dates,
Thick, and sticky sweet-
Dipped in cinnamon and orange
Dripping gold down my chin.
His hand at my throat, I swallowed his aroma
Inhaled his peace
Arched candescent in his living name.
English

I’m face down,
Your presence pushing,
Grinding.
Your hand holds my head, holds me,
As you ride deep,
Your body a piston, a machine,
Relentless, past wet, past bleed.
You pull the rod, lube the shaft,
Tell me I’m your bitch and I’ll take what I begged for,
Feed me hunger, force me wild
I whimper in the steam.
And my fingers search, begging
But you yank my arm behind my back until I buck and whine
Tell me I don’t touch soft without permission
And right now
We are going hard.
Until your name brands my core
Hot iron shoved to my lips,
Heat molten down my chin
Forever choked in my throat
As dawn closes in.
English
Isoellen รีทวีตแล้ว

Drowning in love feels nothing like panic—
it’s slow… warm… like sinking into something that wants to keep you.
Every breath deepens it,
every glance pulls me further under,
until there’s no edge of myself left untouched by you.
I don’t fight it.
I let it take me—
this quiet, consuming pull of your presence,
this ache that feels too good to escape.
And somewhere beneath it all…
wrapped in the weight of you—
I realize I don’t need air.
I only need this.

English

In the after,
she still wasn’t crying.
There were marks, bruises.
He’d knifed her down to elemental
until she stank like raw humanity.
He was on her, in her, over her
cut up, fresh, inside of her.
With deep measured breaths
So he picked her up, and washed her.
She was still dazed,
mouth slack.
So he wrote love poems to her,
dripping them across her breasts
in soap and water.
Then. She wept.
Whole.
✌︎︎@LoovveeofX
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