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ꨄ@lostaffections
tell me, which do you love more? me, or the blood on your hands?
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𝐄𝙻𝙻𝙸𝙴
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( she gives a sigh of both frustration and tiredness . how can she make Dina understand ? she regrets leaving , of course , but how can she make her understand that it was better for them that she left ? she wasn't in a state to be a parent . . . she was forcing herself »
* ︎ ︎ ︎ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 ︎ ︎ 𝓰𝐢𝐫͟𝐥.@motherlyhabits
" ..and that means you get to make decisions like that without even talking to me first or at least considering our feelings? just because you think we’re better off? " ﹝ dina —
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her eyes linger on their baby for a few extra moments , before another kiss is stolen by Dina . she gives a soft chuckle at her statements , tilting her head into her soft hand as she cups her cheek . making a small noise as her cheek is pinched by her girlfriend .
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⋆ 𝕯𝓲͟𝐧𝒂 .ᐟ@endurestrauma
ᅠ her hands reaches up, gently lifting to cup ellies cheek, thumb brushing over her freckles. thumb &. index fingers then gently, playfully pinching her cheek. ❝ JJ may or may not have helped. ❞ ᅠ
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" we were , "
( her reply is quick ; too quick . she knows Dina too well to think that she's just going to let it go )
" we were happy . i was happy . . . when i wasn't thinking about Abby . or Joel . and that was basically never . "
( a sniff , and another sigh )
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* ︎ ︎ ︎ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 ︎ ︎ 𝓰𝐢𝐫͟𝐥.@motherlyhabits
to choose. her expression softened a little at the other’s look of defeat, letting another sigh leave her lips. hand floating upwards to rub her temples. ﹞ " i —
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( not even flinching as she hears and feels the anger in her voice . the pure emotion seeping from her words . she simply gives a deep sigh , looking to the ground and avoiding eye contact )
" i know . i wasn't-- i didn't expect you to just forgive me . i just thought »
* ︎ ︎ ︎ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 ︎ ︎ 𝓰𝐢𝐫͟𝐥.@motherlyhabits
tightening as emotion washed over her. she was angry. ﹞ " ..no. no, ellie. you don’t get to do this. you don’t get to leave us like that, come back, and expect me to forgive —
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( she winces at the statement , remembering their last conversation . thinking of the right words to say is especially hard , but she's trying her very best to find them . )
" shit , i- "
( she freezes . what is there to say ? that she's sorry ? fat lot of good that »
* ︎ ︎ ︎ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 ︎ ︎ 𝓰𝐢𝐫͟𝐥.@motherlyhabits
composure. being friendly to the other wasn’t going to be easy, but she had to at least humor her. ﹞ " what is there to talk about? i thought our last conversation went pretty —
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( she rolls back and forth on her heels for a few moments as time seemingly freezes . she takes a deep breath , exhaling deeply as Dina turns around .
she doesn't look much different from when she left her , if a little tired . it's heartbreaking ; it felt like ages for »
* ︎ ︎ ︎ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 ︎ ︎ 𝓰𝐢𝐫͟𝐥.@motherlyhabits
﹝ as soon as dina heard her voice, she felt a wave of emotion wash over her. the sound was familiar, yet foreign. she hated it and loved it at the same time. she hesitantly —
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( her mind was racing , thoughts flooding over each other helplessly as she tries her best to stay focussed on the here and now ; but it's difficult . she can't help but think about what Dina's reaction to her presence could be . anger , fear even ? she can't think about »
* ︎ ︎ ︎ 𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐲 ︎ ︎ 𝓰𝐢𝐫͟𝐥.@motherlyhabits
couple of moments of consideration, she sighed, stopping dead in her tracks. it was time to bite the bullet. she couldn’t put this off any longer. ﹞
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