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losing my mom has truly affected me in ways i can’t even begin to explain. i think about her so often & i just sob because i truly can’t believe that i can’t just pick up the phone and call her.

my non verbal son looked at me in sam’s club today & said “mama” 😭😭😭

i feel like i’m drowning in grief. i keep pushing through but i cry myself to sleep more than i let anyone know. my heart hurts man. this shit sucks.

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hi friends 🦋

when people think you're ignoring them but life got you like this:

i think the hardest part about losing my mom is that my kids are so young. they won’t be able to remember the amazing grandma she was. that’s the part that hurts the most. because she was the best gamma in the world. & now, they don’t have one.

the family you create needs to come before the family you came from.

my heart hurts knowing my mom isn’t there with me tomorrow.

hanging on by a thread

if i live to 55+, i’ll have had lived more years without my mom than i did with 🥺

2020 ————> 2026 loving the growth in confidence ♥️

Son zamanlarda kimsenin haberinin olmadığı ruh halim.

i’ve been so angry since my mom died. i really don’t know how to move on from this. it hurts so fucking bad. i just want the hurt to go away.

nothing worse than having a ptsd episode while driving & there’s no where to pull off

everytime i think about my wedding i just get so sad that my mom isn’t here.

honestly, i love being a working mom. but id give anything to be a stay at home mom again

i truly hate when my aunt gives me updates on my abuser. like truthfully i hope that man burns in hell :) so everything bad that happens to him, i’m glad karma is getting him.

330am & i’m awake sobbing bc i had a dream of my mom dying only to wake up and remember that already happened.