강아쮜냥이˙ᵕ˙@jisunqpawrk
jisung byobble 🥲
"it’s a night where i worry about czennies
it's so hard for me to see you in pain
have you eaten? 😌
i originally planned to turn on a live today to talk with czennies but i worried that if i talk my message might be distorted during this sensitive and difficult time so i came here thru this writing instead
i've been filming a drama lately
while preparing various other things
i'm eating well in between so please don’t skip meals guys
last week we held our last concert as 7 members
actually i secretly shed a few tears while practicing in the practice room
but as expected having czennies right in front of me made me lose it even more
when we sang My Youth so many things came to my mind
i think the reason our song lyrics are special is that they are not only stories told to czennies but also stories told to us Dream and also to myself
it seems our songs that i heard during the concert sounded different than usual
i cherished every single moment to the point i kept singing along even when it wasn't my part and i tried to remember every visible moment like the lighting, the set up, czennies and our members
i believe that everyone has their own precious life and choosing that path and moving forward is ultimately up to the individual
i'm no exceptions, i think anyone with a dream faces a moment when they must silently walk toward the direction they believe in
i also hated it at first but i knew him, the hard work he put in and even though i couldn't express it much
i wanna support on the path of the hyung i truly loved from afar
just like love, the wish for something to last forever when nothing is eternal
tho i don't wanna let him go, the desire to let him go seems to be love as well
it seems the ones having the hardest time right now are czennies
i'm not writing this for you to become like me after reading it
i just wrote this while wondering what could make czennies to feel even a bit better
i even more worried because i know it well that the love czennies give isn't ordinary and not something to be taken for granted😭
i hope you always stay healthy and be happy often
i'm letting go of a moment i loved the most in my life
i'm proud that i spent a more special and precious 10 years than anyone else
but since this is a process and not the end
there will be even better results later
it might be hard right now but once it gets better
let's reminisce the past little by little
and please look forward to the things that the members and i haven't done yet
there will be so many
please wait just a little longer guys
i'm sorry for giving you such a 'deep scar'
czennies dont dream and sleep deeply today as well"