your highschool relationships will end miserably and my long painful wait will be worth it. because one day my dream man will come save me. and i’ll be loved. greatly.
why do i hurt the people i love im so sorry i never meant it im so retarded why do you stay please leave im too unstable no one deserves to suffer through my bullshit
my heart is so heavy why do people love me is there any reason im so worthless i cant even put it into words anymore i want to bang my head into a wall i want to scream im begging but i dont know who or what for
ive kind of healed since i stopped being obsessed with people but it also didnt really make anything better everything is the same and i still want to kill myself or die every second of my life