Laika 𓃦☆•* MDNI

#promotwt ˳ 🐕 ۶ৎ𓂃 #moothunt (๑•﹏•) Laika ♪ it/they 23 𐂯 trans DID dog profic+para ◡◡◡ MDNI anti c 🐾 taken+owned ♡ / ↻ 4 moots? ꒰ #proshiptwt #profictwt #pluraltwt #systwt #paratwt #stonertwt #weedtwt ꒱ ᶻ 𝘇 𐰁

@pluralbears lolll same, its been cooking for us for like a year, in which we just kept doubting we "actually need" it, while watching vids on how to use them & researching types and where to buy them.. honestly glad we finally took the step forward and ordered one !! excited to decorate it:3

@pluralpaws YAY!!! aw thay makes me so happy. i hope it helps. i looked up So many videos of people walking with canes before i got mine tbh lol

some months im desperate for a walking cane and some months i think im really stupid for that

@pluralbears we just bought one, a folding quad cane, we really hope to learn how to use it well :>>

@pluralpaws a folding cane has really saved my ass multiple times. i just stick it in my bag, and if i dont wanna deal with using it, no one even knows i have it.

gf convinced me to order one.....

house so empty need a centipede

told our best friend abt this and they went "oh i thought you knew????" bitch wdym ??? 😟😟😟

waking up first thing in the mornig to roll a j, make an appointment with our doctor, and make a huge list of physical symptoms we have to remember. wish us luck >_>

so im figuring out we might have fibro coolcoolcoolcool ....

selling my alters to one direction

there are two wolves inside us, one that told our mom that we have DID the other day, and the other one, who is fucking furious about that

5 out of our 8 (currently active) headmates use it/its pronouns to some capacity. hmmm

do yall even know i have this tattoo....?

also how do yall deal with younger headmates feeling disgusted by being in an older body ..... like /gen we need help

@femmemage thank you <3 its just really hard to wrap our head around the fact we've always been very easy prey lmao

@pluralpaws that you're still valid. we experienced the same too, it was more from strangers & classmates. the neglect from my parents divorce afterwards just fueled it more. i get it though. i think all systems go through this at one point in our lives

what does it mean about us if most of the trauma we've ever been through has been instigated by "peers" of our own age group? repeated CoCSA, emotional abuse in friendships, and other stuff we can't rlly remember rn.

"hmmm i wonder what could have shaken the last host so bad they stepped down..." the nefarious rape memory:

figured out why the last host change happened, like 3 years ago (it was incredibly obvious)

wait.... we kinda cooked ❤️‍🩹