@lumpfriend sometimes I be listenin to billy woods and going "I think I would enjoy this more if this album was a book" cuz his beats are always like fucked up movie samples and ratchety metal sfx
@shelfwalker0 appreciate your input! It does seem to be that, when you're happy with the path you're on, it's much easier to mourn what you've left behind to be on it. Do I know you, by the way?
sometimes I think about how dumb it is to have spent 10,000 hours from age 13 playing geometry dash instead of learning something, like, useful, but I've never felt particularly regretful about it. in retrospect it feels inevitable, in a way
@lumpfriendpart2 still have daydreams about an alternate future where I continued creating+ building upon the skill I developed w the game & finished all my dream projects, but every year since choosing a new path populated w different interests & being forced to start over again, it gets easier
@lumpfriendpart2 have found (through a lotta trial&error) that the "person you are" is always more malleable than you think. only reason I felt I had to quit was the growing disconnect between "I have never stopped loving GD" and "one day this will end, u can either do something about it or dont"