osamu.

i wish it was socially acceptable to ask “are you mad at me?” every 5 minutes

today has been an awful binge day LMAO 4,000ish cals

@neocollector apply & get accepted to culinary school!

it’s almost june what are yalls NOT disordered goals for the month ?

got my first banger and it’s one of my mid-episode tweets LMAOA

frr

uuihhhhggghhhhh

Trying to shower and not look at my humongous body

getting a cart soon

having addiction and mental health issues on both sides of ur family

my friend is coming over for the day ❤️ shes bringing her nintendo switch & we’re making brownies

bouta blow my shit smooth off oh my god

has anyone figured out how to make yourself do things you dont want to do without sitting around idly for hours thinking about how you have to do things you dont want to do. anyone at all?

suicidal at 12 was crazy i should've been a roly poly

im fine now

everytime i speak im reminded why i should not

i think it’s time to just give up. i can’t fucking do this i can’t keep living like this i don’t want to have to fight to survive every single day of my life. i’m eighteen, i’ve lived long enough to decide it’s time to give up.

i knew things would never get better i knew i would just end up right here again feeling absolutely miserable. i should’ve k1ll3d myself last month like i planned to

i think about killing myself every single day its all i can think about sometines im just so miserable and tired and its not like i can talk to anyone about it because theres nothing anyone could say or do that would change the way i feel i already know how its gonna end for me

im on the phone with 988 right now i feel so fucking pathetic

i feel so guilty for existing im sorry i wish i could just be perfect 24/7 i hate doing things wrong im sorry