sammy 𝜗𝜚 maintenance era

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so am i underweight orrr?? ts is so unfair

also i need to be tested for autism officially still but im also terrified of bringing that up bc the first question is always why and like how do i explain without telling my whole life story 😭

sometimes i wonder if i have quiet bpd but im too scared to bring that up in therapy soooo

WHAT

i have a problem with fashion.. i love too much of it

i love heisei retro and mori kei but i also love downtown girl and casual but i also love himekaji and tsuyome gyaru but i also love coquette and clean girl and

im so terrified but last time it lowkey helped me bc i’d eat less in order to get better results on the scale those 2 days i was allowed to see it so idk

should i start weighing myself twice a week again? bc i almost spiraled this morning after weighing in at 90.3lbs when the day before it said 89 🥲 ik its just water weight logically and food weight from the day before but it made me freak out a bit

im so fucking fat forget the cookie thing i dont deserve it i need to lose more weight i need to be 35kg now but i cant fucking restrict during exams fml

time to bake cookies bc i deserve it! i can have 4 mini ones for 200c.. i might do that lowkey

guys!! my test was actually not that hard im so happy <3

wish me luck i have my huge test rn 🫶

@ray_3dtwt anorexia is so delicate with me im certain me almost fainting multiple times from malnourishment is just her gently putting me to rest 💗

#edtwt PLEASE i fucking hate #edtt

either no beach sunday or i wear my tankini sigh orrr i can take a ton of lax

i wanna go to the beach sunday so i wanted to fast on saturday but my friend wants to have a sleepover aughhh

tried to say fuck this ed but it’s still on my mind 24/7

the lax is working toooo well and i have a test in 4 hours pray for me!

@pageclovs yeah it could possibly be ed related or you may just be genderqueer in some way ya never rlly know lol

@strwbcha LMAOOO I love this response Been there tried that tho I fear, I just think I was never comfortable enough with myself

Does anyone else wish they were a boy like all of the time? Is that normal or is that just a me thing?

@souljahblossom maybe.. lemme try editing it on later

@strwbcha I feel like a gold eyebrow bar would suit u 🙈🙈🙈

should i get an eyebrow piercing?? i feel like it looks so good on me.. i want angel fangs too so bad but now im second guessing it idk

@jopoplio ofc!

@strwbcha moots?

actual insanity these are both me. hopefully i never reach the first photo again that was so painful