Hunter.

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Twitter is an asshole.

The human is in and out of the hospital. The human is happy and then unhappy. The human is tiring the fuck out of me with all the mood swings.

@eternalcharmerr It isn't that you're not good enough, you idiot. It's that I'm not.

And now maybe I feel like this account is just meant to be a quiet one. All evidence of Justin was erased years ago anyway and I'm just overly sentimental.

After Justiel it's always been hard to do anything with this account. But Justin had blessed the Dalaric and loved the tension and so it felt like he would be ok with it after he was gone

You know those accounts you see that have been mated for like 6 years or whatever

@eternalcharmerr What do you propose I say to you? Hello, how are you? I left this time because I'm a grown man feeling like a teenage girl? You're doing just fine without me.

I've been away because I'm not wanted here and it becomes more and more clear every time I come back.

@VividRadiance I turn at the sound of your voice, a small reassuring smile pulling at my lips as I let my hands fall to my sides. "Nothing worth bothering you about. It's..." I trail off for a moment, eyes glancing down as I take a few steps from the mirror. "Nothing."

@ultimatehunterr “Something heavy on your mind, Ric?” I lean against the doorframe, arms crossed over each other on my chest with my head tilted to the side, resting it, almost touching the wood frame.

I check my appearance in the mirror with a sigh. One day, maybe, I'll have my life together enough to be the kind of person who irons a shirt. I smooth down my collar before giving up with a shrug.

I shuffle through the wreckage of my loft, looking past the destroyed state of things as I search for my misplaced bottle of bourbon.

//: this stomach bug is the destroyer of worlds. Ffs but at least I got some non-Twitter stuff done last night finally. I'll be around for replies tonight for sure.

Yup.

He's a cute asshole.

//: sorry I'm back, phone is not charging today ffs

Do you know how often my imagination undresses you each day?

... [Throws flowers in the trash.]