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————𝓘𝓯 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓬𝓪𝓷'𝓽 𝓫𝓮𝓪𝓽 𝓖𝓸𝓭, 𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮 𝓱𝓲𝓶. ┏━━━━━━🫀━━━━━━┓ → you can call me Astro → they/them → 21 → queer → Nsfw Mdni → likes: Hannibal, HEU, Stranger things, iwtv, writing, reading, gaming etc Threads down below ↓

I wasn’t asking about that though, I’m aware my mental health needs to get better which is why I’ve been waiting for referrals. So thanks but that’s not needed advice rn

Or even some tips to make irl friends thank you

If anyone has any tips for dealing with the pain from loneliness and how to make it no so painful I would really really appreciate any help or tips

I know I don’t have long left anymore. Many people won’t believe that I tried so hard to break free from this cycle but I just can’t do it, I’m not strong enough to do it. I really did try though

@pawteries Wdym?

@undeadstagg want to spin

@pawteries Oh nothing against you!!! I just meant I’m also thinking about that

@undeadstagg wgat are you thinking about

I wish I looked androgynous enough, I wish I looked the right way for people to acknowledge that I’m nonbinary but I don’t and it fucking kills me and I can’t stand to even look at my own reflection because it’ll never be what I want to see. C*s people will never fucking get it

fair

I just want to stop being seen a female by everybody why is it so hard? What else can I even do anymore? Having to deal with it everyday eats away at my mental health and I seriously can’t fucking do it anymore I just want to be seen for who I am why is that so hard? It’s not

my life is shit because i deserve it， right?

It’s not even that you’ve done it once but multiple fucking times despite me reminding you multiple times! Why do you get to demand respect but I don’t? I’m so fucking tired of people I’m so fucking tired of all of this I don’t want to fucking do this anymore

Seconds to use the right fucking pronouns?

Why can no one ever respect my fucking pronouns it’s not that fucking hard or are you just that fucking ignorant? I’m tired of being nice about it, I’m not a fucking girl, stop using she/her I can’t fucking stand this shit anymore I mean so little you can’t even take the two

@hannijackxo I dunno anymore

@undeadstagg it doesnt make u a burden to want to talk to anyone about how u feel

@hannijackxo I don’t want to be a burden to anyone

@undeadstagg u can msg me anytime #swear i dont answer quick all the time but id always be down to try and help u feel better 😊😊

@hannijackxo I don’t have a support system, I don’t have anyone

@undeadstagg it will get better so don’t give up !!! idk whats making u feel so bad but i swear it’ll all get easier to deal with , u just need to set up a good support system to help u during the worst of it all

@hannijackxo I don’t think it’s ever gonna get better I just want to give up now

@undeadstagg we havent interacted before but i hope whatever you’re going through gets better, if u need someone to talk to u can dm me !! i get what its like to feel alone and i’d be willing to be there for u ❤️❤️ i care abt u and i don’t want anything bad to happen to u

I just need someone to talk to, just anything to help me not go off the deep end rn. I just need someone to tell me I’m heard and seen and understood why is it so hard?

i hope i will finally be missed and cared for once im dead

Yeah no one believes that I’m struggling and now one cares that I am. They won’t care until I’m dead and I’m so fucking close to that I can’t lie