The Wanderer

(i am trying to be stronger)

(ideas get between who they are and how they seem)

(forgive me, for i am still learning)

at night all at once ifeeleverything

desire seeks fulfillment love seeks outlet

@fairycemetery (it was my own)

the love i resisted for so long would eventually save me.

If we forget where we've been, we can get lost again.

so tired of hearing the same excuses (i cant stop repeating myself)

Fear: an abyss.

@OliviaDresher to feel is to play

I never wanted to play this life game, ever. I've only wanted to feel my feelings, think my thoughts, and other people's too. I've only wanted to give and receive a tiny drop of understanding. But when you play the life game, there is just the game.

every step feels different, though i continue walking in the same direction

some dont change until they must

Love whispered to me, "you dont have to hold on so tightly," so i let go

Sometimes you need to destroy what you've built to use the pieces for something better.

All that i once was vs all that i might yet be

@OliviaDresher I think about this sometimes too. It makes me want to burn them all.

Imagine if my writings were my only possessions. My house would still be filled with file cabinets, boxes, and piles of papers & notebooks.

To be her clothes

vacillating between extremes

TOO CLOSE TO THE TRUTH IT HURTS

What is holding you back from the life of your dreams?