i hate being bad at games from purely a mental perspective in a way where im able to analyse my mistakes and understand how to improve my gameplay, but no matter how hard i try to apply this knowledge it never sticks, it makes learning and practice feel pointless lol
trying to queue a fighting game thats kinda dead outside of private lobbies and the few ppl also queueing are all playing the same 2 characters i despise fighting
government trying to do too much with ID now but i will never let myself become complacent, i'll take the most roundabout way of avoiding this shit just so i dont cooperate with it lol
one more extreme for the year, blade of justice 100% in 3607 attempts. got 93 right before this so i was still kinda shaky so some of this looks hilarious. how did i not die like 4 times LOOOL
ive had to see too many tweets about this so i'd like to remind everyone that failing votings once or twice with only one or two good results isnt being gatekept, failing votings for 1.5yrs straight while consistently proving you are easily above the level is being gatekept ❤
been playing sf6 again recently after not touching it for about a year, being so ass at a competitive game again is quite refreshing. means i can get my ass handed to me while not caring about the loss and can just have fun while improving