femi is losing her mind (-2/13 kg)

but feeling existential is literally the worst, it sends me into panic attacks, and then idgaf abt my ed, and then i lose my mind bcs i didn’t lose weight but sometimes it fuels my ed bcs its like well i might as well be skinny, absolving from worldly desires and pushing myself

i’ve been feeling so existential and lonely lately

taylour paige and that pout <3

going to the dr office on friday…

@lemonsiepie if u ever need to talk you can dm, moot!

im so upset and i just wish i had a friend i could talk to about my ed genuinely but i cant i have no-one

another decent week

my last song !! idk 5 ppl eek...

okay yeah google (not ai) said to wait a few days after or a week after

maybe it's because it's the exact day after my period right guys... this is possible.. Right

so i maintained...

never give up na na na

waiting for my mom to leave...

TODAYS THE DAY

does anybody do monos anymore? its such a lost art

i've been on track for 5 weeks... do i do a metab day today or is that risky (i have ye to weigh myself)

@ncteezdy good luck moot!!

@i2slim im trying to build muscle !!

todays wieid…1200c, 106g protein and 40g fiber !!

the fact that i only missed 5 videos from his whole account… i used to be #addicted

my locked in nature extends to my supplements too