mal | FOLLOWING BACK

quick intro: 🌻 you can call me mal 🌻18+, any pronouns 🌻 i draw sometimes 🌻 i love anime & these my favs: - jjba - bsd - dororo 🌻 i also love video games - tloz - sally face - nitw - pokémon 🌻 other #shtwt ⚠️‼️ #bsdtwt #anitwt #tloz #alnst #creepypasta #arcanetwt

@tr4shkitty1 whatt why do you hate them? they’re so pretty with the stars tat🫶:)

I have a love-hate relationship with my scars #shtwt

@selfbuiltprison you’re not weak for resisting..:( you’re hella strong.. or just hella busy💔. i can’t imagine the strong urges you have to put off because of a terrible schedule. i’d be crumbling and in a hospital already if i were in your shoes🫩❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

so i sit in battle with my mind. i have to show up and be a good student. but i need the thought to go. and it won't go until i act. i just need to delay until i have more room in my calendar, i plead. but thoughts dgaf and they bargain and convince me i'm weak for resisting.

i like to think i'm in full control of my sh/od. but i'm sat here sobbing. my mind relentlessly wanting me to go through with my plans. but i have a shift to go to and my assignment. if i was in control, it would be easy to turn off the urges bc of those commitments. but i can't.

@selfbuiltprison oof, moot that’s so honest🫩 living for others while the mind screams otherwise is a war that happens in us everyday. and what also sucks is these people we don’t want to let down don’t even know how much we’re fighting just to be here. good luck on those draining n shifts.. 🫂

i hate the fact i've got three night shifts now. i like wish i was reckless enough to just say fuck those shifts and just od. i hate being responsible. i hate not wanting to let people down. i hate wanting to be "good".

@viiimce good morning vimce😋 have a good day despite the loud drill🫶

good morning,,, woke up because my dumbass dormitory neighbour decided to drill the wall first thing in the morning,,,,,,,

@telavyn talk to me?:p i’m always open and won’t judge

i needto talk to someone about tjis

@telavyn stay warm man and get well soon❤️‍🩹 i sure bet tomorrow won’t be as bad. but if it is, you can tell me about it too. i’m proud of you for getting through the day. honestly— how have you not set everything on fire by now amazes me😭🥹💕

@m4lorei thank u u are veryberry sweet😢😢

today had been so bad

@telavyn WHAT😭 why are more things piling up like this?!

@m4lorei aawwwh thankk uu,ALSO I HAVE NO CLUE LIKE I LITERALLY WAS TIRED AS FUCK AND OMG MY TOE STARTED BLEEFING AND IT HURT SO BAD

@telavyn that’s crazy😭😭 they’re so stupid and they only said that to piss you off or something, not knowing you sh.. ouchh.. i’m still thinking about the poor cut that got hit😞

@m4lorei IIT DID BLEED THEOUGH AND THEN SOMEONE THOUGH I HAD MY PERIOD LIEK WHAT THE FUCK IT ISNT EVEN NEAR RHERE BRO

@telavyn today was absolute shit for you. i’m so sorry sheddi💔🫂 i would never wanna go through all that. i’m glad you’re home now.. just wind down and try to forget everything. don’t even mind your mom. fuck her. you can play roblox if you want. do something that might lift your mood🫂

@m4lorei WHAT THE FUCKKK AND THEN I GOT HOME AND MY MOM IS STULL MAD AT ME SO I GO UPSTAIRS TO GO CHANGE AND THERE WAS A ROACH ON MY STAIRS LIKE OK SO THEN I HAD TO KILL IT WHAT THE FUCK BRO SO THEN I LAYED DOWN AND THRE UP AGAIN LIEK WHT THE FUCK AND SO MUCH MORE THAT I DONR WANT THINK

@telavyn firstly, congrats on getting a 100:D and for being in the honors list. that’s so cool💕 secondly, why were you being harassed like that💔💔you just wanted to go home after a shitty day bro life is so unfair

@m4lorei TEST LIKE HONESTLY WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK BUT ITS OK CAUSE I GOT 100.SO ITS GREAT CAUSE IM IN HONORS IN MOST CLASES SO I WAS HAPPY SO THEN I HAVE TO WLK HOEM FROM SCHOOL AND ITS EVEN COLDER AND THEN KIDS FROM MY SCHOOL START HRASSING ME FROM ACROSS THE STREET LIKE

@telavyn gym😭💔 and out in the damn cold🥹 with cvts on your thighs💔💔 i hope you took care of the one that reopened. did it bleed a lot? and through your clothes?😞

@m4lorei WE HAD GYM AND SINXE I DIDNT BRING A SWEATER OR HOODIE WE JUST HADDDD TO AHVE IT OUTSIDE TODAY AND THE KIDS WERE PALYING SOCCER SO I GOT HIT IN MY THIGH MAD HARD AND IT HURT SO BAD AND IT WENT RIGHT ON MY FUCKING CUTS AND YHEN MY STYRO OPEND UP LIKE OHH MY DAYSS WHAT RHE FUCKKKKK

@telavyn wait that’s so unfair😞 they shouldn’t make you answer something if you were absent when they discussed the lesson. like wtf. and announcing to the class is so embarrassing. your teacher is a sadist or some shit

@m4lorei and we had to do a worksheet on a lesson thaat i WASNT TEHRE FOR and rhen we had to read a article for it but i coulnt focus cause everybody was tallking so i didnt finsih it and then my teatcher announced that i had a missing assignment TO THE WHOLE CLASS so thats so NICE THEN

@telavyn wtf is happening😭 i’m getting stressed even reading this, how much more experiencing it.. i understand now when you said today was bad🫂🫂 that’s an understatement. today was HELL

@m4lorei testing we had to stay in a room that smelt like mold because some kid had the smart idea to put milk kn the ceiling and let it expire so thats awesome BUT THEN THE STATE TEST GETS PAUSED so then we go back to swtxhing classes and it was so annoying and then we had history class

@telavyn ew, maths🤢 and it’s a state test💔 i wish i could tell it to fuck off. i’m sorry

@m4lorei then i had to wait for a someone to wait to see i was out there to let me in and it was FREEZING.So thenn i got to class and i see we have a math test and then its double period back to back. so that was TERRIBLE AND I PROBABLY FAILED and then since its state tes

@telavyn omg you had to WAIT out in the COLD cuz a stupid doorbell wouldn’t work💔💔 how much shit is going wrong today😞🫂

@m4lorei started to fight so that sucked and then i had to walk to school and it was mad cold and all my sweaters and hoodies were in the wash so i dint have one and then i got to school super late and they have this doorbel thing id you aree late and then it just didnt work for me so

@telavyn WHY DID SHE START YELLING AT YOU:C you’re sick and throwing upp that’s so unfair of her. what if she was the one sick? fssss i’m sorry sheddi:(🫂

@m4lorei omg so first pff i woke up late for school and my nose was stuffy and my throat hurts so bad and i couldnt stay home casue i stayed home for 3 days last week and then i threw up and i was trying ro ask if i could stay and yhen my mom started yelling at me and we.

@corruptedcorbie don’t apologize! it’s okay 🫂 take your time.

sorry i’ve been a little ia lately, depression getting to me

@viiimce NEVERR, I LOVE ITT🎉🫶

changed my layout don't forget me

@hypn0s1s__0 they healed so pretty💕🥰

Styro scars #shtwt Ignore that my camera is broken 💔