ruby. ᥫ᭡ | edtwt

im turning 26 tomorrow that’s so weird

btw i’m exactly bmi 19.0 i’ve been stuck for MONTHS NOW so close tho hopefully i’ll be in the 18s once i come off my period

i hate eating so much i feel so sick afterwards but i need to - otherwise im gonna pass out at work.

i maintained i’m just glad i didn’t gain

im back from the dead (my vacation is over) i purged every big meal… and i get to weigh myself this evening i am so scared

arrived at the hotel a few hours ago now i’m crying cause i can’t weigh myself for 3 days lol

had the most exhausting day at work atleast i got my 10k steps in

oooh im bmi 19.1 this morning i am sooo close to finally getting out

bro i’m so locked out first of april and i already ate too much

bought new summer clothes in XS tops fit me but bottoms are still tight on me if i don’t fit into those by the end of may i wont go outside lol

ate the whole thing.

hello april we all locked in RIGHT??!

@Blueb3rry_G1rls i’d really need that rn 🫂

@rubystrvs 🫂

im just sad and hungry all the time

@bunnyyyliz oh my you look fantastic 🌷

binged last night im never ever gonna buy „treats“ for myself again i just can’t control it when there’s sweets at my place

@lizzhurts omg i thought i was the only one with a playlist lmao

good thing I still have my purge song on speed dial 😀

I’m gonna kms actually

first ever bc 🌱 slight tw?

i actually see my collarbones??? then why still no thigh gap

coffee, milk and cinnamon syrup mmm