lizzy

portioning out instant mashed potatoes to eat with my lean meat is lowkey a game changer ts is delicious

every relapse I have a new favorite food that was literally never an interest before and this time it’s boiled eggs. I think I’ve eaten a million over the last few months

I drank some slimming tea (aka laxative tea lmao) yesterday and my god I am shitting today like I haven’t in ages I might actually wake up at ugw tomorrow

I need my collarbones to get crazy prominent so I can decorate them with glitter

I’m actually gonna kms if I keep binging. the stress of the new job is too damn much I need a new coping mechanism fuck

there’s free Easter candy at work rn and I’m sitting here sipping broth. this is a crime

@cafeopen247 omfg I’m so sorry that happened to you Isaac that’s scary :(

guy who’s twice my size at work tried to attack me today :) anyways lunch — 28 cal

I know it’s good edtwt isn’t as toxic as it could be but sometimes I wish y’all were bad people and would help me get worse 🥀

I feel so bloated today omfg if you poke me with a needle I’ll deflate like a balloon I stg

“if I were skinny I would be happy,” I tell myself knowing full well that there are a million other factors

it’s actually so embarrassing that I’m noticeably more concerned with whether people find me attractive every time I relapse like six months ago I didn’t gaf but now I’m like wait is the mechanic going to thing I’m ugly and googling how to lose 100 lbs in thirty minutes

staying in bed in the morning to avoid getting up and thinking about food 🧠🧠🧠

well what do ya know I did in fact lose today finally is my body… adjusted to high restriction???

feeling uncomfortably full while still well under my calculated bmr is hilarious to me like damn rip my metabolism probably

I have once again gained four ounces 🤡 if I just keep high restricting I know my body will adjust and start losing again bc it’s below maintenance but I want to get drastic so bad

cinnamon sugar toast with light I can’t believe it’s not butter and saccharin is so fucking good

I’m up five hours past my bedtime and I’m sure it won’t have an effect on my weight in the morning right haha 😀😀

@cafeopen247 oooh STUNNING that sounds delicious!! enjoy her for me 😝

@lizzhurts she’s the one…. i’m going to ask for szechuan chicken AND eggplant

alright edtwt weigh in

@cafeopen247 a lot of them look something like this. I wouldn’t recommend raw dogging one of the peppers unless you have a really good spice tolerance though lol

@lizzhurts pls.. describe it to me

@cafeopen247 it definitely varies per restaurant—usually has a pretty complex flavor profile that’s spicy and savory AND sweet and often has some stir fried veggies in it. if it’s authentic, it’s REALLY spicy, but if it’s typical fusion food then it’s probably not going to be too crazy