Ethan

⋆˚࿔ Ethan’s #edtwt intro .ᐟ new to edtwt 𖤝 21 | he/him | student | pro-recovery 𖤝 cw: 50.9 kg | gw: 40 kg ♡/⟳ to be mutuals

I also have OCD so I struggle with believing what I know to be logical so even though I weigh everything out multiple times I'm like oh but do you actually know though.. do you really.... Like no I don't and I'm afraid everyone thinks my heart is full of fat

Someone let me know if this is the illness talking but I feel like I'm the only person on here who doesn't know what they're doing and unknowingly is consuming way more and also everyone looks at my food and knows it is anyone else this paranoid😭

@mizombs Calm!! HBU?

which toro are you right now

OMAD I lowkey wanted to do full wontons with my ramen because theyre way lower cals and more filling to me but my mom made dinner and was very pushy about me having what she made:/ So buldak carbonara with 2 wontons, milanesa and 1 potato☺️

@zerocalcookies I THOUGHT THE SAME THING AB THE TEXTURE 😭 felt like I was eating gleep&gloop

@zeromspark YES the texture was kind of weird i needed to drink something with it but it was soo good fr, i needed to stock up on them before i go back to canada 😋😋

wiat semi recov day 15 1061c 112cb 106pr 29ft i only trust myself to keep down half a piece of cheesecake lol. but i still enjoyed it

@zerocalcookies So proud of u Vivi^_^ also ur food always looks so good wth

I am now bmi 18

@iluveggz Ahh thank you!!! You like Hannibal too yay!! Will is so dear to me

@zeromspark Lovee ur current pfp too btw i heart will

been eating sf ice cream for snack lately

@iluveggz Which version do u like more? I’m guessing the og cuz its ur pfp hehe

@zeromspark YES trigun is my favorite anime!! :D

WIEIAD :-] should I have dessert👀

@hauteworldz @Venus_of_edtwt I thought that claim was debunked?

@Venus_of_edtwt babe they got sued because calories were actually closer to 350…

David Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough Protein Bar Review A 🧵 for #edrtwt

@honso0l HELLO!!!

oomfies pls interact if u see this cuz i always end up w zero reach after being ia for a while.. im so sorry ily guys n ill do my best to not keep disappearing like this when i fall into a depressive episode

Weighing yourself after a binge and seeing u still lost

@my_sweet_space I love this song! Have a good day non oomf

good morning :3 gonna clean my apartment today!!

Can you watch my raspberry cheesecake black cocoa brownies for a second

@maarmelee Be gentle with yourself, I’m so sorry you’re going through this:(. Your struggle is more than valid and ED’s are not about weight. You are just as disordered and need just as much care and support, you’re just as deserving of happiness and fuel as everyone else ❤️‍🩹

I feel so unworthy of being here because all I've done since April is gain weight I'm stuck in a cycle where I'm so depressed that I don't want to do anything at all, but I always have chores that I have to do and that makes sad. I always end up opening that fucking fridge

@daydreaminvirgo I know La Michoacana when I see it 🙂‍↕️

i love being mexican

@a_vanishing_act Thank you so much:”)! I think it took me like 3 hours!!

@zeromspark omg it's so cute 🥺 how long did this take you?

My LPS cake before & after Oreo topping^_^