
If “you” are trying to get somewhere, that “you” is the problem.
Real progress is not a personal upgrade. It is what begins when the idea of “my progress” collapses.
The more the self dreams of “my awakening,
my level,
my attainment,”
the tighter the knot becomes. The path is not about a person becoming special. It is about seeing that the person was never the owner of anything, not even of seeking.
The mind will not admit this easily and would rebel . It would rather offer a spiritual costume: holy words, deep insights, humble poses.
It can quote scripture, talk about tawhid (oneness), speak softly about surrender and still keep the same old “me” sitting on the throne.
That is the cheat: a recycled ego dressed in piety.
It offers conceptual copies of Truth instead of direct witnessing.
You get ideas about Awareness, God, Being,True Self and mistake that for seeing (realisation- Yaqeen).
It continuously re-centers everything around “me”:
“I understood this teaching”
“I had this state”
“I lost that state”
“I am nothing”
“I am dust”
“ I am the absolute”
(and secretly: “Look how nothing I am.”)
“I only want God” (and secretly: “as long as God gives me certain feelings.”)
This “pious ego” is far harder to see than the crude ego, so the betrayal is worse. It looks like tawhid (oneness- non dual) , but it is still self-worship.
The most dangerous illusion is not crude desire, but the pious self that thinks it has nearly arrived. It speaks like a servant while secretly wanting a crown. True marifa (conscious knowing) does not decorate the ego; it dissolves its center. What remains is worship without a worshipper, love without a lover, seeing without a seer.
When the claim “I am getting closer” falls silent, something else appears: a simple, clean presence that does not need to arrive, because it was never absent.
If the goal is Real, then the “me who wants to become realized” must be exposed as an impostor, the mind will use even holiness to keep that impostor alive.
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