Disordered millennial

@debbiesarah30 I like soy the best

how do people hate almond milk bro animal based milk is the nastiest shit ever it tastes like a cow’s udders IM SORRY

@goal0x I’m from the livejournal and xanga days. Geriatric.

edtwt used to be a darkkkkkkk place, yall. 75% of the accounts, and all the biggest ones, were hardcore pro anas who were actively promoting anorexia & wishing death (ironic) on anyone who told them they were being fucking insane

@TheDeadDying Get Savon de marseille (one without coconut) or Nablus soap

They discontinued my olive oil based soap. I can't use most soaps because they have coconut oil or other coconut derivatives as the base. I'm glad I have at least two bars left to figure this out because wtf.

@puppyst4rves Apparently it’s gay to eat plant-based, high-fibre foods. Hence the lack of solid poops.

i cant date men anymore. i cant do this. i really cant. i give up.

@dafucboi CATS!!!

gun to your head name a reason to live

@bluberrybones Omg I do this. Paper towel and an elastic band. If I can’t find an elastic, scotch tape or masking tape.

Yass

@EllyIsPurging @qiyaen I met a woman in treatment who was in her 70’s.

@qiyaen Idk why people tbink EDs only apply to teenage girls,, anyone can develop one, and the longer you have them the harder it is to recover, it makes me heartbroken how many women I’ve seen in their 30s, 40s, 50s 60s 70s and even 80s STILL struggling with their eating disorder

Can’t handle wearing anything other than baggy pyjama pants and 2XL tshirts.

@altlbs My psychiatrist doesn’t believe in safety plans. I’m inclined to agree with her. I don’t think they encourage the patient to be honest.

Don’t tell my therapist I was d-r-u-n-k the entire session. She doesn’t need to know all of my business. Also what did we even talk about? I remember being there and then the hour ended and I had to completed like my 15th safety plan.

I have so much healthy food that I meal prepped late last week but it’s just not manageable right now.

Am going through a rough patch where pretty much all I can manage nutrition-wise are Sperri meal replacement shakes (the only vegan ones I can find in my country 🇨🇦), and tater tots (which are kind of a fear food/binge food for me, but they hit the spot).

@didntdigest Noooo think of the constipation!

“ur not allowed to have more than enough water to take ur meds with in your body any more and you are BAD” okay chill

struggling with restricting water again okay,, this disorder really does give u brain damage

@dietbea827 Distraction

whats like the least unhealthy unhealthy coping skill?

@aposikenedos Honestly I’ve got to the point that I don’t even have a goal weight because I know that nothing will ever be enough. I do have a maximum that I’ll accept, though.

what’s your dream weight

@springflingana Family-related trauma which was brought up by moving cities

@dinocoffeequeen I’ve been on risperidone for almost 10 years, can lose weight fine.

question for people who take anti psychotics I’ve heard that a common side affect is weight gain but has anyone experienced weight loss / maintained / no change whilst taking them? pls can someone answer if you feel comfortable sharing💕

@Renaissance1827 I thought it was super sad

@disorderedgeny What did you think at the time?

#edtwt In 2007, French model Isabelle Caro became widely known for an anti-anorexia campaign. She passed away in 2010 at 28. At the time, she was 165cm(5'5") and 32kg(70 lb). Do younger people remember her? What do you think when you see this?

@lexercise_ Love her

just started watching her vids. anyone else?

@dingster71902 @choiminhodiet I occasionally will eat like an apple in bed or oatmeal. Never anything messy. But I agree that it’s insane behaviour.

people who eat their meals in bed scare me im sorry