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·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:· ✩°｡ ⋆⸜ 🎧ari ★📎17 🖤 {} .. they/them ☆💬 。・shedtwt & bpdtwt ★‧₊˚ ☁️⋅ pansexual ☆・． ❕「indian american」 ★‧₊˚ ·:*¨༺ ♱✮♱ ༻¨*:· i am sisyphus, constantly pushing a boulder ; only to have it crush me as i reach the top.

HARM REDUCTION from a bulimic for almost 8 years and without dental problems: do not brush your teeth after purging (wait at least 30 minutes), rinse your mouth with bicarbonate to regulate the pH, use "remineralizing" toothpaste, try to avoid Coca-Cola especially because +

i am an actual LOSER i lay in bed all day doing nothing no responsibilities but even the small ones are too hard i never go outside i don’t have a job and i don’t have friends and i don’t have money

@schizocreep me too

I bang my head against my walls when I feel embarrassed or stressed out. I like to imagine my brain dumbing down in size so that I lose my capability of feeling self conscious.

@axelelotle always horrific

I tried to throw up at work just now and it’s so scary, i’m new to this thing. Is it supposed to be this horrific your first time purging?? 😭

If you agree with me, please share.

@oatkittyzz me too like this is why I blocked that 12 yo on here

i’m terrified at the thought of someone without an ED, looking for secrets to lose some weight would find my blog and develop an ED. please dni if you’re not already disordered. (i count bed and “wannarexia” as already disordered. i mean, truly undisordered please dni)

you always felt left out so now you purposely exclude yourself

@EllyIsPurging @cherrystarrved @skinnyoverit maybe u can try this?

@cherrystarrved For future reference this is a hack buzzword to always get ur account back from bots

that moment when you post a recipe for coffee and get locked

@mitsurikcalroji very understandable honestly, I think I’ve just gotten lucky with the people I’ve met

@debbiesarah30 I don't like people who interact with me thinking we'll become friends. I consider quite literally. maybe a couple people on here anything close to a friend. I am the sort of person who focuses on my real life relationships. there's not much I seek out of twitter LMAO

I hope everyone knows i exaggerate parts of my character for the bit 🥰🥰🥰 #DoItForTheVine dont actually put me on a pedestal. we're not friends! 🫧😂

@mtndew0kitty ur so real for this omg

how do I stop binging and dont tell me up my intake or eat more throughout the day becuz anytime i take even a single bite of food now, it triggers a binge. I LITERALLY have to starve or else I will binge its so bad

@aitishtwtlol I deadass give them a bitch face and say “none of your business”

GUYS HELP 🆘, what do you guys tell people when they ask about your scars like, “oh, what happened?”

@bl00dnB0nee ok now I need it

Acquired. It’s massive 😭😭

genuinely the type of shit i would come home to on a tuesday night at 3pm when i was like 12

If you genuinely call people deathspo don't interact with me (and rethink what you're doing)

@mitsurikcalroji meh I think looking for friends/ppl to dm is different than obsession imo, I’d def say personally some ppl on here r very close friends to me but not the creep who’s spamming my rqs obv

@debbiesarah30 twitter users when they find out not everybody is looking to make friends 😭😭😭

@kcaloliz we can have different opinions and still like each other haha

@debbiesarah30 me when i’m starting to like oomf but they have an opinion that’s wrong

I never ever care about celebrities ngl but seeing Chappell roan FINALLY get called out for being a bitch is so satisfying I ALWAYS HATED HER AND PPL TOLD ME I WASNT WOKE ENOUGH

@mitsurikcalroji deadass? holy shit ppl need to get a damn hobby

@debbiesarah30 ive had some genuinely insane shit sent in the past that was way too elaborate to be a bit, unfortunately. at some point it's not longer a bit when you're being sent several anon messages a day that are entire paragraphs about their obsession with you LMAO

the number of parasocial fans ive had send me anon sp gimmicks is in the multiples and i don't even know how to feel abt it LMAO