mar

updated intro! (stats/progress/dni in 🧵) ~mar ~they/he, floating somewhere between trans guy + lesbian ~capricorn ☀️ sagittarius 🌙 scorpio ⬆️ ~ ana b/p, sh, autistic, adhd, ptsd ~ chronically ill + covid cautious ~ pro recovery + fat positive i am feral over ethel cain ⛪️

@nivrosko so if you ever feel fucking stupid, just know… this kid thinks he’s going to ucla

@mar_lightheaded LOLL

today a child used the phrase “taken for granite” in his college essay. like the rock.

if I'm not bmi 13 by the end of this year ill deadass cut the fat out of my fucking body im so done with my fucking life

retweet if you love apples or you want to rip off chunks of your skin until you’re unrecognizable

@Issnyie thank you 🫶

@mar_lightheaded Recovery isn’t linear and I really hope that you can do it someday ☹️ ed brain is telling you that you’ll never be free but it is possible !!!

yeah never mind, i’m never going to be free

@catzbones oh my god i need to do this

@insaneradiohead NO not at all. you’re totally fine

is being a virgin at 17 the most embarrassing thing ever

@gyurexic athletic 😭😭😭

edtwt what’s your “status” based on this

what if i tried to recover i’m so tired and embarrassed of this bullshit

@otterfully THIS

"why do anorexic people not believe their illness can kill them" Because no one else does either 😭 they don't gaf until it's too late 🤷

i lowkey don't have a sw since i developed an eating disorder at 11/12

the urge to binge when you're home alone even tho it gives you the perfect opportunity to starve #edtwt

The relapse of an eating disorder is much more soul sucking and excruciating than the first rodeo

3. often asked me to remind him which city he lived in and worked for 4. was shocked to learn that mlk jr. is dead. 5. thought 9/11 was just a meme. 6. told me to stop using big words when i said “assuming” neurotypical american and native english speaker btw

some recent additions to the “how did i date this boy for nearly 3 years” list: 1. thought fantasy dragons were real because he saw them in a movie once. 2. never learned to spell my birth name. told me it was unreasonable to ask him to learn *my name*. cont’d in comments 🧵

@stupidteeenn wait this is so smart

@skinnymavie @starving_loser2 130 bmi 20.4… god hates me

130.0lbs / bmi 17.2 ^-^ 🧸🪩

someone has informed me that apparently i said the same thing last year 💀 some things never change