Faeriae

To be real, this was like a 4/10 apology. Can't women just say they're sorry without smuggling in that pathetic "oh, but I actually meant it" bs? Or is that too much? I lost a lot of respect to her and it's not about calling me fat, that is nothing. I'm not even that fat (Sure, I'm obviously fat, come on now), I move a lot and I also don't owe some e-whore explanation to my routine, work out or activity. It's about telling me for over 6 minutes I'm a problem, I don't do enough and I'm not good enough to be a fan of her friend. I'll spare rougher words since she's Jelly's friend. But I lost some flare I think I had for this vtuing thing. I don't feel like it's fair that hours and hours of editing out of my own free will and passion be amounted to "Lol, he's fat". Let's see your autistic successful fit chads do community projects for you. We always had fun banter in the gumis and it was lighthearted and ok, but this was something beyond that and felt too genuine. And my crime was "being on her mind". Like it's a schizo girlfriend that dreamed her bf cheated on her and she wakes up angry at him for it. Pathetic. I should reflect your own words to you. "Do better". I'm just not feeling great, I'll get it out of my system, take some break from all this and get back to having fun with Starknights, a fan base that's worth more to me than whatever that is. Vtubers being this possessive just freak me out.