Samado

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Lost $720K USD by doing revenge trading… I am such a stupid person, to be honest. My psychology is so childish. I had a mindset worse than a beginner psychologically…. been in depression for the past two weeks. I always traded Gold. I never touched anything else. That night, I started trading Bitcoin and lost $330k on BTC….led to revenge trading on Gold, where I lost another $350k until the next morning. In such a low-volume market… I just can’t explain what I did that night. I won’t forgive myself for this. I destroyed everything. Now I have accepted what I have done. Alhamdulillah, I know Allah (SWT) has chosen something better than this for me. In this hard time, a lot of faces… close people… exposed. from $0 to $720k and then back to zero is something no one can imagine….. (I had a total of $80k in payouts from prop firms until March 2026…I started my personal account with $11k in April and made everything by 17 June.i know it seems impossible to make that much in such a short time, but I know the risk I took. I kept risking my daily profits on normal scalps and good setups to reach that level. Then, one day of revenge trading led to complete destruction) Actually, I didn’t have anyone I could discuss with about how to save or manage this much money. They always told me,Don’t buy this,Don’t put that much money in the bank…the tax department will catch you,” and so on. Now, what? No one is hear to save me from this… I remember, just two days later I was going to import a BMW M4, and I was about to buy a luxury house…. Everything… I destroyed everything….Nobody can have any idea what I have gone through these past few days…still have tears in my eyes while writing all of these. I remember when I first started trading, my main goal was to make $50k a day, and that was it. That was my level of financial satisfaction, to be honest, I achieved it. I made $50k for 10 consecutive days in June….literally 10 consecutive days w/ discipline. I know how hard it was to take risk day by day on those profits and compound everything. Now, sitting at absolute zero(in negative) it’s very hard to digest. It was a lot of money for me and for the people I care.i …. :)))))) But everything is written. We can’t change our decree. I trust Allah (SWT) and the knowledge i have. I can build again, InshaAllah, in no time.I have no mindset to recover anything.tbh I will grind until I am able to risk $720k on a single trade comfortably…That’s my goal. Allah Knows it will take months, one or two years, or more… or less… to reach that level. I’m going to do it, InshaAllah. Right now, I honestly have nothing to start with. I used credit for the first time in my life, bought some evaluations of prop firms failed some in frustration….and I don’t even know where I’ll get the money to pay it back. Its okay Alhmdulilah…. I made that much money… I lost it… now I’m sitting at zero. The only thing I got was the taste and the experience. I have a nice car,… and the knowledge… Alhmdulilah… Allah SWT is the Best of Planners.🤍:)