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i tweet out my thoughts because my brain has hit maximum capacity on these depressing thoughts
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this account serves to show my rapidly declining mental health and the things i kept quite about because i feared burdening people
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every morning i’m faced with the problem of getting ready for school
i genuinely hate it here
i wish i died in march what the actual fuck
i need to buy rope again asap
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when i hm want something REALLY bad, my chances of obtaining it automatically hit 0
that’s just my life, i fucking hate it
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i got indirectly rejected lmfao
even more fucking pathetic
i don’t know why i even tried
Ace!!「 Rika of shedtwt 」⭐️♠️🎀@aceventwt
when i have so much pathetic anxiety that i have a nightmare about it i just dmed someone i admire and they haven’t responded in 2 days and im so anxious about what they’ll say, i had a nightmare about it to the point i woke up almost crying truly pathetic
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my organs constantly trying to adapt to my heavily disordered eating habits
GIF
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cutting doesn’t hurt anymore
i hate that
i need to go deeper somehow
or just die, ill take that too
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Plus none of my sisters ever went to high school dances and I’ll just be called white washed
I haven’t attended a dance since my freshmen year where I went to homecoming. That was it. I also got yelled at and called white washed for it.
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i honestly wanna go to prom but:
1 — I don’t want to struggle to find a dress. I’m ugly and most dresses are short sleeves and I REALLY don’t want to show my cuts
2 — My family won’t approve anyway, I also don’t want to ask them for money for a dress either
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life may suck but at least i get to cut myself in my bathtub every week
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when i have so much pathetic anxiety that i have a nightmare about it
i just dmed someone i admire and they haven’t responded in 2 days and im so anxious about what they’ll say, i had a nightmare about it to the point i woke up almost crying
truly pathetic
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my bsf just said “i wanna talk abt smth” and now typing for a long time
chat am i cooked
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i hate being in this house
i much rather be anywhere else
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is it weird to confess that i lost weight so i could hang myself easier
i didn’t really care about getting skinner, i just wanted to be lighter
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i wish i could get help but i’d just be a liability and bother everyone
and i don’t want to be more of a burden than i already am
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nobody could ever hate more more than i hate myself
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now that i have no tangible suicide plan, i feel entirely hopeless
what am i supposed to do now?
the only thing that kept me going is the outcome that I would end it all
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this is genuinely one of my worst scenarios
where is my fucking rope
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