ni-kiโs segment is actually really hitting close to home i hope he knows that he will forever be loved no matter how he chooses to express himself or just live his life in general :(
Ni-ki in his past lifeโฆ a child who loved dancing, but ended up surviving as a clown he never wanted to be. on stage he wore a smile, off stage he finally looked like himself alone, exhausted, and at peace only when the makeup came off๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ #CRYING
he ๐ญ looks ๐ญ happiest ๐ญ when ๐ญ he ๐ญ takes ๐ญ the makeup ๐ญ off ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐๐ญ๐๐
OH MY GOD NI-KI'S PAST LIFE MAKES ME CRY ๐ญ๐ญ
summary: in ni-ki's past life, he was also dancing since he was a child. however, when he grew up, the only way to make money for him was to be a clown. he was an unknown clown. he said performing on stage felt like he had a mask on, but he doesn't really enjoy being on stage. he only does it because it's the only way for him to make money to survive. he lived alone in a rundown apartment. he became old while still performing as a clown. he said that he looked sad in the final chapter of his life, and the happiest moments for him was when he removed his makeup as a clown ๐ญ๐ญ
๐ค: just as the clown treasured his life, ni-ki, you can also treasure and love this life you've been given. now you'll be able to love yourself on stage even more.
#NI_KI #๋ํค #ใใญ
one thing i've always hated about engenes and kpop stans in general is that they're so simplistic and single minded when it comes to taking in art, enha just dropped some cool shit and people are worried about a vampire concept that is not going anywhere instead