athina ✧✧✧

🧵[1/6] starting nov 5, i'll be 99.99% IA to handle a bunch of medical issues. fingers crossed, i'll be back in ~4-6 weeks. i'll post as much of the promised updates before i disappear! also, since it's a lot of expenses, if you have some $$$, it's much appreciated if you can-

maybe i should just sell my kidney or something... any takers out there, i just had medical tests showing my kidneys are very healthy 😔🙏

ffffff trying to get into the PCSO medical assistance portal is so brutal, i've been trying to submit it for more than a week, and the website always has an error and then the slots are full..... trying to survive and not drown in medical debt shouldn't be such an ordeal 😭😭

just got home from a day of mostly running around between diff govt agencies... tomorrow's gonna be mostly the same... why is bureaucracy so... urgh i'm so tired that the wound aches even more orz

@tsugur2 tomoro's love for raito is so Overwhelmingly Strong it breaks all barriers... (thinking about how he used to say "Tactics💢" before, but now he just says "raito-tachi" each time... a good excuse to keep on saying raito's name, i'm sure!)

i love how even non shippers are like "wow tomoro can't shut up about raito" LOL

@Nanabi_nana thank you as always QAQ

@sofuckingmoe We got this, Athina-sama!! Fighting!! 💪🙏💞💞💞

it's monday... i'll be out daily to beg for financial assistance from various govt offices so wish me luck... still gotta fight our HR about the indefinite floating status of my employment... and health insurance dispute.. then surgery f/u check-up... very busy week ahead QAQ

@MinYunRinn i hope they approve it..... thank you QAQ

@sofuckingmoe May you be able to receive assistance and such too... It's not your fault at all 🫂🫂

@yuliaphyria thank you... i hope so too QAQ

@sofuckingmoe I hope you encounter great fortune today 🥺

@1hys12 no.... you're my idol....

@sofuckingmoe WHAT THE FUCK MY IDOL IS BACK!!!

onscreen, dazai & chuuya are idols from rival agencies who never even interacted. offscreen, they're each other's biggest secret fan. + soukoku idol AU, oneshot, COMPLETE 10.3k words + archiveofourown.org/works/81636706

due to the general chaos of what's been happening to my life recently, i'm also opening emergency comms!! BSD/skk or other fandoms/ships are good!! preferably shorter ones (5k & under) so i can finish them asap, but open to pretty much anything & everything 🙏

@Mik38147462 i hope you enjoy reading! <3

@sofuckingmoe IM READY

that 10k fic i mentioned yesterday... it's a soukoku idol AU that was commissioned 🙏🙏 (if you want some quick comms, pls let me know, i'd appreciate the help 🙏🙏

trying to rest/relax/gather energy by catching up on anime.. this week's digimon beatbreak episode is so peak... also drinking game of how many times tomoro yelled raito's name... that's his bbygirl fr (that scene of raito saying that tomoro's the real genius.........)

@thisnonsns i hope you enjoy reading 🙏🙏

@sofuckingmoe Thank you 🙏

thanks to Luce-san for commissioning me to write this super cute AU!! 🥰🥰🙏🙏 x.com/sofuckingmoe/s…

1 week since discharge... i'll rest hard today so i can gather energy for next week's many tasks requesting financial assistance ^^;; will re-read BSD (chuuya..) also lately been very into DGMBB (tomorai...), tgak (tsukuyomi..), jigokuraku (azabros...) & the return of inasure..

@thisnonsns am gonna be running around a lot next week to try to find more financial assistance sources, but hopefully i don't feel so tired QAQ there was a lot of downtime just waiting in my seat so i just ended up writing lots hahaha

@sofuckingmoe that sounds like a lot for one day, hope you’re doing better now 🫂 also 10k in a waiting room??? your power… genuinely impressive 🙌

went for a follow-up check-up earlier (the wound was bleeding way more than usual...) & also processed something at the social worker office... lots of time waiting in the queue so i managed to finish writing a 10k fic?! glad to know at least that my typing speed is still ok..

hey everyone. i'm still alive, but maybe not for long. just had another surgery & after draining all my finances & insurance, i still owe ~3.9k USD/232k PHP. i'm at my wit's end... if anyone has any extra $$ or anything that you want me to write, i'd really appreciate it.