CynoSideUp 🍳

the way ADHD meds affect your appetite is so EVIL and messed up, someone offered me guac and for the first time in my existence the thought of guac made me upset, I feel ill, this is changing my dna, baby I’m coming back for you circa 7pm and eating that guac

@The_Bunny_Doll I was actually looking forward to it, I was all like "I can't wait for my awkward teenager phase to end so I can finally feel comfortable in my body", and then it happened, and it wasn't all terrible, but I was just left with a feeling of "dang, this ain't it, chief"

Experiencing male puberty as a trans girl really is quite traumatising, I'm not sure I'd go as far as to agree with the people likening it to r*pe, but seeing your body change into something which just isn't you, with very little way to stop it, is genuinely anguishing and distressing. I was admittedly only on the waiting list for a year before I got puberty blockers but that year was one of the lowest points of my life, traveling 2+ hours every couple of months to have an appointment with the gender service, praying they would finally prescribe meds and leaving empty handed and feeling dejected, doing anything I could to affirm my gender and fight male puberty but it feeling like a constant losing battle, my worst memory is hiding in my bedroom, spending ages epilating my face until it was left red, blotchy and bleeding in some areas, crying my eyes out and trying to power through the pain, because the gender dysphoria was even more agonising

@creepercharge56 @User2474865 @peegirl184 No but it would tank your sperm count

@User2474865 @peegirl184 Would that actually lower it (say yes)

can i lower my t by holding my balls over a flame for 15 minutes 4 times a day

@spinelessaisha I just don't have much to say besides "fuck conservatives" and "stay strong gurl" 😔 Fuck conservatives, stay strong gurl

makes me uncomfortabnle how much we're at the whims of the algorithm bc the people from before this whole desi queer shit don't seem to interact with me much anymore, mind you i have 1.8k followers or something back then too

I love electric cars but for fuck's sake can we stop making them sound like angelic trumpets?? I hate feeling like I'm bouta get raptured wherever one passes by my window

@WittyMumbledonk "Аз есмь бог" holy fuck, chills, literal chills

//TADC EPISODE 8 SPOILERS losing my mind over the russian dub I already thought the VA for it was strong, especially Caine's but HOLY SHIT- not to mention THE FUCKING SUBTITLES--

@HollowMoth16 @Aurorawr_3 Holy shit that app looks awful, stay strong don't do it

@LiquidEffer @Aurorawr_3 i almost installed fucking taimi again, i feel you boss

Yearning hours are hitting,,

@BluebriarArts This is exactly how gravity works in my dreams this shit is terrifying

found this video hilarious long before I remotely knew anything about limbus company

@blklilacc He's specifically weaponising their body dysmorphia. Not to be that guy but I don't think that's the same as transphobia.

oh wow yall all are so dumb there is no way so many people are in denial about Zooble’s piece gimmick being connected to their gender dysphoria and questioning their identity, so YES CAINE IS USING TRANSPHOBIA TO TORTURE THEM what the hell does that have to do w gooseworx

@467Doggo wHO??????????????????

Find interesting how liquid spantom has become very popular with neurodivergent fans, guess his struggles to get and relate to others are relatable to an extent

@DestroyerKaptan @TheGreatNateVA He wasn't actually listening to anything Zooble said - he was trying to simulate the "experience of being listened to", without any actual consequences. That's also his approach to most adventures - he just can't comprehend that humans aren't satisfied by isolated episodes

@TheGreatNateVA They lie tho, how many times caine asked zooble and tried to understand them, listen them ?

The detail of Pomni initially doing this to distract Caine and then her slowly getting mad and venting because she realizes how true it is for Caine being so bad at managing the Digital Circus and making everyone a miserable mess

@Maudeofmany I screamed when they started playing the soundtrack from the pilot lmao, such cinema

I felt so smart watching episode 8, the second pomni started walking off i realized what episode 1 really showed us

I think he was just trying to rage bait for a semblance of normalcy

@butter_mania @MelonGod77e He's yearning for a pre-programmed (you could say "predestined") purpose that he's physically incapable of fulfilling come on that's like Freedom 101

@MelonGod77e i dont think so cause he isnt yearning for freedom like the others do, not exactly hes basically tenna but way more evil atp

So Caine gets the freedom motif right

@blklilacc Ok girl calm down body dysmorphia ≠ trans, there's nothing on screen that implies transphobia

like the random transphobia oh wow 😭

@snickerolli There's a difference between "it's not real" as in "we're stuck in a silly game where nothing matters" and "this is my personal hallucination and I'm the only one with a mind here" I thought he was the first one, but apparently not, coz otherwise this wouldn't have been a shock

im surprised people were surprised at this scene. yes, he did genuinely believe none of this was real. he dissociated so hard he didnt think even he was real and he just got grounded in the worst way possible

@pipisbepis The Knight silently crumbles to dust and the dark world becomes unstable without its creator. End chapter.

@pipisbepis Ralsei goes to the Deepest Dark to attempt to restore the Knight's soul and turn her back into Dess while the rest of the gang distracts her. The gang starts aggressively ragebaiting the Knight, the Knight goes apeshit, and Ralsei makes a mistake and fucking shatters Dess' soul

I don't watch TADC but I'm curious, can someone explain to me why everyone is freaking out in Deltarune terms

@IntraHikari @senb0n22a @daniel_jam69868 @theweevilguy That's all DLC-worthy content. Not a different game

@senb0n22a @daniel_jam69868 @theweevilguy How are 2 new characters with completely origibal mechanics, cards, and relics not truly new in your opinion. Did you even play long enough to unlock the Regent or the Necrobinder?

can i blame helldivers 2 for teaching a generation of gamers if you feel mildly inconvenienced by literally any change in a video game you should yell and scream review bomb and boycott the game and shit yourself until the developers cave in