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late intro!! stats in bio, pro recovery (not for me though) likes: pop punk music, white girl 2010s music, crochet, classics, reading dni if under 16, anti recovery, racist, homophobic, etc feel free to dm me about anything!! always looking for new friends <33

@ghostivyleaves there is a slight difference in your arms and waist!!!! but also 20 days is not long at all so theres not going to be huge changes, and youre already so small that wl is going to take longer!!

I am delusional I look exactly the same I think the only difference is lighting and angle whatever I will never look sick I will always be an average chud because I keep fucking eating

@ghostivyleaves ooh i can see depression eater for sure

@cigaretteofed ooo tag me I could lowkey see foreman as either an orthorexic or depression eater + exercise purger

does anyone have any house ed headcanons?? making a thread and i have ideas for house, wilson, cuddy, cameron, and thirteen you will be tagged!!

@voxqp wait what when i had him as junkorexic what

@cigaretteofed rewatching the show bc I love this + wish I could remember details. didn't House "joke" about being bulimic once, even? 💀

@soufflace thats how it works im afraid. an is a very secretive illness and it sucks

i dont really want people to know im anorexic i always make sure to hide my habits as much as possible (╥ ᴗ ╥)

hypothetically if i were to write a short story ab having an ed would anyone be willing to read it trying to improve my writing plssss

@samlereyeee im 19 and havent even had my first kiss, i think ab this all the time

Is it normal to b 18 and have never been in a relationship

am I man enough

@ghostivyleaves im sure yk this already but make sure you have electrolyes afterwards!!!!

b/p time bye guys I get a break from this hellhole that is my unmedicated brain

i hate my dad i hate my body i hate my life i hate my face i hate my friends i hate my disorder

@k1ssmebett3r only you have the power to change this!!!! start w your ears, then move onto a facial piercings (if you want them)!! i have 3 lobe piercings on each ear, a helix, and an eyebrow piercing, but im planning on getting a forward helix too!!

im so jealous of ppl who have a ton of piercings

@fr3minet embrace that your room is cool in its own unique way!!!! my room has lego flowers, an altar to apollo, band posters, and multiple tube maps and i wouldnt change a thing about it because its a reflection of me!!

what do i do if i want a consistent and cool room but i have so much stuff with extremely different vibes

Okay I’m a larporexic

i know everyone says this but uk buildings are genuinely built to trap in heat being outside in the sun is cooler than being in my room the walls of my room are a higher temperature than me WITH closed windows and curtains kill me now

@almpib amount ive eaten because i dont move enough for the net calories to be much different 😭😭

do you guys care more about net calories or just the amount you’ve eaten ?

watching house and taking a pill everytime he does then going to sit in the park high #reconnecting w nature because my room is too hot

@mimikspo hi!!!! idk your cw but my gbmi is also 18 and im 169cm from the uk!!!!!

𓈒 ݁ ⠀mimi’s #edtwt⠀intro!! ⠀ ♡ .𓏼༷˚̣ ⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀𓈒 ݁ 19 𓈒╺݁ ⠀sheノher ྀིྀི 𓈒 ݁ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ♡⃝ ◜ o ◝݂ ྀི১ 𓂂݁ new gbmi 18 𓈒╺݁ ♥︎ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ uk 𓈒╺݁ 170cm 𓈒 got my acc back & need new moots ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀♡ ノ ↻ to be moots

do i walk half an hour in the sun to get drugs OR do i try to firm the northern and central lines in this heatwave

@poorbabe177621 omg do NOT get me started on monster high characters

Pop culture elements that slowly fed my body obsession ✦ ˖ ⁺ ⊹ ⁺ ˖ ✦ | 🪡 of possible inspo (?) tw: body image, thinspo #edtwt #edrtwt