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intro • member of sasu, and mpa from 2017 • age: 23 • dni normies • pro recovery • I've been diagnosed with anorexia nervosa at 9, and mdd at 15 • any pronouns work • height: 5'9 • interact freely or wtv mwahs

not a single reason to wake up tomorrow

@debbiesarah30 that confession might be the dumbest shit I've read all day ong

seeing this kinda shit from adults when I was 12 is how I ended up with severe scars all over my entire body & an addiction to self-destruction. you people are disgusting, and anyone who agrees with this take should block me. “teenage angst” is writing fanfiction about your-

food is the only comfort i have yet whenever i eat everything i feel is guilt

@cutbones no, it's not a private community or smt, there's no rule, you're nice don't leave mwah

do you guys think i’m like weird for staying on edtwt after being in recovery 😭 lkke i just like talking to my moots + i don’t have a lot of the content on my fyp + it actually isn’t triggering at all + i’m mostly SHed now not shED

@debbiesarah30 for summer i ate pizza almost everyday and still lost weight what you eat doesn't matter, it's all about calorie intake, you can even eat chocolate all day, but if you go above maintenance youll gain, eat anything you want tbh

I like pecans but I’m so scared of eating them bc my sperm donor once told me nuts make u gain weight

@cutbones some people will wake up in despair no cigarettes weed drugs or alcohol that's mind-blowing to me

how do people go thru life… sober …

@WiltedWilly he loves you

some guy said he liked the hue of my hair and said not not everyone can be that fashion forward #watdatmean

ijust want to inhale a pizza bro

@trainwreckxic i have no idea what to say tbh, my best advice is just do what makes you feel better, if it's eating 1.3k calories or 1k, or if it's walking that much, i tried my best using my brain but i think jm too sleepy, sorry if i couldn't help more, just take care ok, many mwahs

@86isgone I’ve been in this range with this activity level for ages like 1100-1300 and walking 15-20km and not losing 😭

do yall think I’d gain on 1000-1100 cals if I stopped exercising ?? More details in replies

@trainwreckxic almost everyone will lose below 1000 cals unless they're bmi 9. Being on 1200-1300 is just slightly above that, maybe instead of losing 0.5kg a week, you'll lose 0.25kg, but it's still much safer than b/p, or binging 2-3k calories in 1 sitting, it's ok, prioritize your mental

@86isgone Even though I’ve been maintaining ages on less net cals? Do you think my body is compensating output or something ? Idk I can’t get over the idea that if this is my maintenance now I’d gain on more like hhdhdhdhd

@chrysanthemm988 bro same I woke up ate some bs and still can't sleep idk what my body wants

struggling to get back to sleep

@tauntifer gumball, he's so cute

what are ur guys comfort tv shows

@gh0stiesbackup I wish food was 0 calories tbh

@86isgone yeah, unfortunately most of us r very far gone and deep in this shit, i feel like thats how most addictions are tho. im also in no way supporting binging or anything like that but usually those urges r rly hard to control so

too many people underestimate the risk of binge sessions while being underweight, your stomach literally explodes and you'll die in agony in just a few minutes, please do not binge 3000 calories in 30 minutes, just do it throughout the day, like 200 cals half an hour or smt

@my_sweet_space it stll won't dw, unless you ate 11k calories

“one bad day won’t ruin all your progress” okay but what if it’s like a REEEAAALLLYYY bad day…?

@gh0stiesbackup I'm pretty sure the fear of dying by your stomach imploding can make you more yk, controlling over such urge, but idk, im just trying to spread awareness, it's hard to resist

@86isgone i doubt binging and purging would even be a thing if you could just control it like that, there have been many instances in which i continued my sessions till i physically couldn’t anymore, my stomach so extended i could barely get up to go purge

@Lylylimia popular side effects of drugs while being underweight=quick death and damage to your body, weird how nobody mentions that in these threads

Side effects may include [something a lot of people here desire] Stay away from it!!!

Stop making threads about drugs and saying “i don’t recommend or promote taking these!” when the first thing you mention is a side effect of rapid weight loss BITCH OFC NOW PEOPLE ARE GONNA WANNA USE IT 😒

@tauntifer no but i have a very very weak bladder

any other lw bitches have to push on they bladder to piss

@chrysanthemm988 5gram kitten

saw my reflection and damn the baggy clothes really don’t hide my weight do they