AI FEITH

La femme Comes out Ai Feith 28/05/2025

I'm in the process of reading Tao Lin's Taipei to my girlfriend as a way of voicetraining

Poem :))

SCAB’s Issue #18 is here!! scabmag.wordpress.com/wp-content/upl…

When I miss my gf I make edits

@uglyducklingprs next to the Hello Kitty

@derpcomplex :))))

I sleep with these now

@derpcomplex Which one?

Listening to wife noise track on my Google drive before bed

These characters annoy me to the utmost degree, but I want to talk to them, ask them questions, know what's going through their mind, and, then, maybe, never see each other again. Or, maybe, have a new friend or two. I think I just feel a lack of connection to other trans people.

The problems of identity come up: this is supposed to be My Community, but everything is so removed from my experience that my body rejects it. The identitary closeness makes the experiential distance feel repulsive. I don't think this is positive, obviously, but it's visceral.

Having zero irl trans community has made watching Louise Weard's Castration Movie i & ii an unbearable experience. I really want to like it, but everyone seems excruciating to be around. I don't recognize any of it, except from online Discourse, which is insufferable.

@Callmepinkox @JoyMoone You think I care about what a TERF thinks of my art? lmao

@AIFEITH @JoyMoone Deep lol

cisgirls need tgirl friends

@derpcomplex Of course you are

@AIFEITH but I’m “afab trans girl”

I befriended a cisgirl so hard that she became my girlfriend, so...

You know what it is

@derpcomplex I ended up not getting you any Bladh, but a Rimbaud and a blasphemous book

Wife looking up Bladh books for me while I edit pinks bows onto her selfies

@femaleprostate "A woman is woman because she (alone) has a gender context." Vanessa Place - Conceptualism is feminism, 2013

For subjects born male who received "male socialization", there is no such thing as gender to be freed from, the concept is nonsensical. The only feminist salvation for amab people is through embracing femininity and interdependence.

I think it's time for us to admit "trans" means spiritually and ethically different thing between mtf and ftm