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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery

lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery

@AN0REXORClST

🦇╋━ digital diary ⟢ fatphobes, -17 dnf.

21 𖤐⚰︎ he / him Katılım Kasım 2020
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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery
lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
i gained weight and i fear i may be back on my bs……… hiii…………..
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tristan
tristan@S0NDER1NG·
"using claudia's trauma to further lestat and louis' development" im gonna hold your hand when i say this. claudia exists as a character to further develop louis and lestat.
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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
sorry for being ia i bagged a non binary goth at the club and unfortunately my life has been consumed.
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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
i deleted all my body checks from my camera roll. i kind of instantly regretted it bc “what if i dont get better and i still want comparisons!!!!” but i know im NEVER going to get better if i continuously obsess over my sick body
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lis@ikissgrl·
@AN0REXORClST i think you'll get him back and get him back tenfold & life will get colorful for you again <3 u got this
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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
sorry for the melodramatics rambling. i just needed to get my thoughts out
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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
but he’s been gone for a while, and i don’t know if i’ll ever get him back in one piece, like the way he was. but i want to try. i really want to try. its just not worth it. it never has been.
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antonia
antonia@thebirthofvnus·
you consumed gothic horror so ethically babe. you’re so getting into heaven
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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
its realising how dumb u were being at ur worst (obvi not ur fault but) and seeing other people continue to engage in and spread that dumb bs (also not their fault, they’re sick) but yeah! its rly simple
mira🦋@fupa_queen_xoxo

why are some people who’ve recovered so nasty to people still in their ed, they of all people should know how debilitating and irrational these disorders are, shaming people and insulting them are not going to encourage anyone to get better

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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
my mind is just blank and foggy all the time. the incessant boredom is fucking excruciating to the point of crying over how fucking BORED and EMPTY i feel. but nothing helps. and idrk how much longer i can continue going like this.
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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
i’ve been in this weird dissociated state for months and its only getting worse. i dont feel like a real person. i dont have any thoughts. i’m not interested in Anything anymore. music is boring and i dont care. i cant even find shit to grab my attention on tv or yt.
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lev!⚰︎𖤐 | recovery@AN0REXORClST·
chat how to start feeling like a normal person and not something that’s just floating through life and cant even form cohesive thoughts?
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