CatEclipse

I’m struggling to cover my bills and just have $1.55 left in my account. I need help to get through this tough time. Please consider donating or sharing my story. Your support means everything. gofund.me/6b3872877 Really need some assistance right now. Just paid my rent and it's depleted my savings.

Look at this! This is so good, you really should check her out and maybe even buy something.

I wanted to thank everyone who has interacted with me here today. I'm doing somewhat better, but I'm not at 100% yet. I do see my therapist Wednesday, so I will be discussing what's been going on with him.

It is truly out of this world amazing! That atlantisite alien is so awesome, it would be a dream to get it.

@mildhippie You're quite welcome, and I mean every word.

@AethyrHeart Omg thank you😭

Um, I think she's outdone herself. I mean, WOW! Just when I thought they were amazing already, she does this!

I feel so tired from being out earlier. It kind of felt like sensory overload? I know it's beautiful outside, I should go for a walk, but right now, home is my safe space and I need to recuperate. Does that make sense?

Laundry is done. I really let it pile up for a while. But now it's done and folded and put away.

@saintsoftness Oh I'm sure! I liked to pet my cat's belly, but she would just give me dirty looks until I stopped. She only bit me once, and that was because I tripped over her and stepped on her tail. Overall, she was very gentle.

@AethyrHeart Yeah ngl she would bite you with her tiny kitten fangs but lovingly!

Okay, who of my Twitter friends are online right now? I don't want to come off as an emotional parasite, but I could really use some company right now.

@saintsoftness The urge to snuggle my face on her little tummy is very strong right now.

@thatislandstorm I'm trying. I have a stock of quarters left over, so I can pay for my laundry. I'm still pretty restless at night, actually slept in till 7:30 this morning.

@AethyrHeart That’s great!! Getting everything clean will be nice and maybe you can even be social or read a book! I hope you have a great day. I am also avoiding some family I get you LOL

I showered and washed my hair this morning. I had stopped taking care of myself earlier this week and I realized how gross I felt today after not showering every other day this week. I still feel pretty depressed, but I'm just trying to hang on.

@thatislandstorm I'm going to get out of the apartment after lunch and do my laundry. I'm going to a laundromat because I really don't feel like dealing with family right now.

@AethyrHeart Showers and walks always help me transition out of a depressive episode! I hope you feel some relief today happy Saturday

Sometimes I think the only friends I really have are my @mildhippie friends. No one else seems to care about others hurting.

Is anyone out there that follows me on right now? Anyone willing to keep me company? I'm in a really dark place right now and I don't want to go over the edge. I'm just really hurting emotionally.

Finally home. I just can't deal with anything anymore. Have you ever had emotional or mental pain so bad it physically hurts? I want to cry but the tears won't come.

I don’t want to beg, I don’t want to be a parasite on society. I just have nowhere else to turn. I am not asking my family for help because it would just be a disaster. I don’t want the drama and criticism. What would it take for just ONE person to help me out?

I just can’t take any more of this. All I get from people is thoughts and prayers, like that’s going to save me financially. I could lose everything and people just don’t care. I could say I was going to jump off a cliff and still no one cares about me.

@thatislandstorm I can’t right now since I’m working, but maybe when I get home.

@AethyrHeart Hi friend do you want to text me

This is your chance to keep me from doing something I may regret. Just keep me from drowning in grief. Help keep me alive. Because things don’t look very good right now and I don’t have many options left.

I just need someone to check in on me daily. Just have them tell me I deserve to exist, that I’m loved, that people actually want me around. Anyone, someone. Please tell me that my life is actually worth living?