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@AethyrHeart

LBGTQ friendly. Venmo: @Alyssa_Mallozzi-1 Cat and art lover. I love to do makeup. Here to make friends. Lymphoma survivor. No crypto.

Olathe, Kansas Katılım Kasım 2008
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I’m struggling to cover my bills and just have $1.55 left in my account. I need help to get through this tough time. Please consider donating or sharing my story. Your support means everything. gofund.me/6b3872877 Really need some assistance right now. Just paid my rent and it's depleted my savings.
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I wanted to thank everyone who has interacted with me here today. I'm doing somewhat better, but I'm not at 100% yet. I do see my therapist Wednesday, so I will be discussing what's been going on with him.
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I feel so tired from being out earlier. It kind of felt like sensory overload? I know it's beautiful outside, I should go for a walk, but right now, home is my safe space and I need to recuperate. Does that make sense?
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
Laundry is done. I really let it pile up for a while. But now it's done and folded and put away.
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@saintsoftness Oh I'm sure! I liked to pet my cat's belly, but she would just give me dirty looks until I stopped. She only bit me once, and that was because I tripped over her and stepped on her tail. Overall, she was very gentle.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
Okay, who of my Twitter friends are online right now? I don't want to come off as an emotional parasite, but I could really use some company right now.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
@saintsoftness The urge to snuggle my face on her little tummy is very strong right now.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
@thatislandstorm I'm trying. I have a stock of quarters left over, so I can pay for my laundry. I'm still pretty restless at night, actually slept in till 7:30 this morning.
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꩜ ☆ Hurricane Gab ☆ ꩜@thatislandstorm·
@AethyrHeart That’s great!! Getting everything clean will be nice and maybe you can even be social or read a book! I hope you have a great day. I am also avoiding some family I get you LOL
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
I showered and washed my hair this morning. I had stopped taking care of myself earlier this week and I realized how gross I felt today after not showering every other day this week. I still feel pretty depressed, but I'm just trying to hang on.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
@thatislandstorm I'm going to get out of the apartment after lunch and do my laundry. I'm going to a laundromat because I really don't feel like dealing with family right now.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
Sometimes I think the only friends I really have are my @mildhippie friends. No one else seems to care about others hurting.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
Is anyone out there that follows me on right now? Anyone willing to keep me company? I'm in a really dark place right now and I don't want to go over the edge. I'm just really hurting emotionally.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
Finally home. I just can't deal with anything anymore. Have you ever had emotional or mental pain so bad it physically hurts? I want to cry but the tears won't come.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
I don’t want to beg, I don’t want to be a parasite on society. I just have nowhere else to turn. I am not asking my family for help because it would just be a disaster. I don’t want the drama and criticism. What would it take for just ONE person to help me out?
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
I just can’t take any more of this. All I get from people is thoughts and prayers, like that’s going to save me financially. I could lose everything and people just don’t care. I could say I was going to jump off a cliff and still no one cares about me.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
This is your chance to keep me from doing something I may regret. Just keep me from drowning in grief. Help keep me alive. Because things don’t look very good right now and I don’t have many options left.
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CatEclipse@AethyrHeart·
I just need someone to check in on me daily. Just have them tell me I deserve to exist, that I’m loved, that people actually want me around. Anyone, someone. Please tell me that my life is actually worth living?
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