Petra

in the end I’ll never really belong in any group ever

do u ever see ur reflection and go uh how could anyone love me

“Where do you see yourself in five years” I WANT OUT I WANT OUT I WANT OUT!!!!!

feeling very abandonable lately

dont ask me about college or driving license or internships or jobs or romantic interests actually just dont talk to me okay

umm i need reassurance that my presence is wanted but i can't ask for reassurance because that's reallyy embarrassing and it wouldn't feel genuine if i asked for it

what doesn’t kill me , should’ve actually

they should invent a version of yourself that doesn’t feel alone at its core

depression isolated a little too close to the sun and now i have no friends no friend group no social life no plans no trips no life no memories

been fantasizing about dying and about being held like i am precious

you think you're doing okay and then suddenly it's nighttime and you're alone and you're not really sure how to distract yourself anymore

I hate being sad bc it makes me feel like I’m begging for attention

i should have killed myself that day

fear of abandonment but love withdrawing and isolating when im feeing unwanted

i don’t want to be desperate and needy anymore it just makes me feel more alone

god please put me to rest

i think depression should count as a disability

i feel so dead these days

can we skip to the part where i die

yes i am extremely reactive no i can’t regulate my emotions yes i hurt myself if i can’t calm down but i hope you still think im chill

how to stop constantly feeling like everyone in the entire world is mad at you