☆ Killian ☆

u ever do some crazy disordered stuff while being home alone & then start thinking “what if there r secret cameras installed all over the house”

the concept of fasting for two days then binging on the amount of calories that could sustain a person for 4 days #edrtwt #junkorexic

unironically i have thought about this before, how easier it would be to apply lotion or wash my body because less fat on me..

Can’t wait to reach my ugw and tell everyone I eat whatever I want and don’t work out

everyone on edrtwt is valid normal people don’t wish to be sick thanks for coming to my ted talk

@QuiveringAngels ohh 🥹 so basically I'm cooked +++ that's why some chubby people seem to have a small stomach for their weight fml

@AnAnonAltAcc you have to have the right anatomy to have a flat stomach. It isn’t with how skinny you are.

I've never had a flat stomach. Ever.

@AnAnonAltAcc The second I came out the womb I was a fat fuck

this 17 year old disordered girl still does restriction the old fashioned way

Me when there’s Me when there’s food to binge on no food to binge in the house on in the house

is it everyone’s first day online today

me when i see people eating half the calories i have while also having double the steps i have

seeing this after getting off the treadmill oh my god my timeline hates me

no i DONT count calories. i DONT weigh myself. i just eat as little as possible. get 8-10k steps. and if i gain weight i KILL MYSELF.

how do I stop getting hungry after runs oh my god pmo

being fat means u always feel like ur larping ur ed

@Ioveade2 same 🥹 oh my god I only have till Monday to enjoy my break PMO 😒 good luck to the both of us

schools starting soon and this is going to be my busiest year yet, hopefully so busy i completely forget about food and drop 30 kilos ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

how it feels to eat 1000cal while everyone else is fasting with 30k steps

it annoys me so bad when ppl act like people with eating disorders only have eating disorders bc they hate their body. like yeah that’s part of it but idk anyone with an ed that doesn’t have another mental illness or trauma or something like that

@chaervrsly Cuz why was I fed ADULT portions and was told I HAD to eat everything on my plate as a LITERAL CHILD. People hear that and doesn’t think that’s fucking wild

no one talks about how you literally have to relearn how to portion your own food when you grew up fat/with fat parents. like no wonder im fat, im eating meals for 2-3 people