Anchor⚓️🖤

It’s official everyone I got the all clear from #deathwithdignity aka #maid in Canada. They are more then well aware that opiate pain meds would save my life. They’d rather I die. #ChronicPain #SuicideDue2Pain I have to admit I’m not that much of a loss to the world..

Guys turning off phone don’t wanna accidentally call someone for comfort I am not special I deserve pain according to EVERY Doc and specialist I’m not the “exception” “she’s the exception you’re not.” Yet I qualify to die legit GET RID OF FAVOURITING 😭 ok bye cruel evil world

If you’re a doc ask pain pts what they want down to the mg just write the scripts if they are a doctor blamer banish them from ever getting pain control for cancer too as they are reasons I have to die also Canada young first then the old K? Yeah we deserve glory healthcare days

Make sure they know that you just believe it’s ridiculous that you believe you have the RIGHT to judge meds that go into ADULTS bodies pfft history will thank you don’t be a sheep doc enough of those if they can’t prove shit for now let them suffer and fake pain patients fuck em

If you are a doctor miracle reading this look you have POWER no human should have but listen ASK your patients 18 plus down to the mg legit ask and do what they say make sure they know it isn’t a trick as a pain patient I don’t trust nor respect docs most belong in Hell haha

You hardly ever get morphine in emerge now seriously you’re running out of time and there won’t be anyone able to speak for you and honestly you don’t deserve it but I’m telling you make legalization of very drug not decriminalizing that helps junkies not pain patients NOT YOU.

You should know I was going to let you read them ha you should know I waited for you to earn it so simple just one thing you had to do you didn’t so my words will forever stay mine because literally NONE of you earned it pretty pathetic I’d be embarrassed if I were you, poems too

You know the majority which is self absorbed pricks should be the last one on the waiting list start CARING about your fellow man trust me you won’t regret it yeah you’ll get screwed by fakers and takers it’s worth finding a gem among the many MANY worthless rocks.

Anything to complain about honestly I shouldn’t have entertained their senseless whining I had too much Hope that they may finally understand pain I realized soon after soon as it went away pfft so did their tweets on pain control as far as I’m concerned people like that

I suggest protesting while you can if you’re able bodied protest for pain patients because the sooner they fuck us for everything you don’t get it lol oh blissfully ignorant time to wake up 👋🏻 you WILL be next people In Canada saw a glimpse compared to my issues it was hardly

So many people me first of course I blame me just Jesus the list so long made more wrong then right choices most ditched I mean Jesus ehh... seriously God they left me Hell they are reading these now and ignoring it and naw I don’t need a crisis line...

God seriously I BEG of you make it go fast to a beautiful song I’m thinking of shutting my eyes too just sitting waiting hours fuck you agony. Fuck EVERY doctor I hope you rot in HELL even the FEW I mean few who gave pain meds in an IV none helped long term you could’ve.

I bet of you God A send the train and B don’t let me hear it I don’t wanna die so course I’d try to escape but uh I will die for my fellow man and such because I know some very few VERY FEW deserve it and I don’t want to hurt an innocent and that will happen so I have to die.

This whole society just for not lifting a finger for ONE of my conditions let alone FAMILY FRIENDS genuinely I believe deserves the monster known as sheer fucking agony but eh you guys were nice sometimes and honestly this is what sacrifices look like this is self-LESSNESS. Ugh.

Well to the tracks today prefer a gun but you’re welcome for killing myself just so that the indifferent public and some evil Fucker pricks don’t get hurt legit I know you wouldn’t thank me but uh your fucking welcome pathetic legit pathetic the lot of you.

Burn my journals if I do succeed today I promise to try hard as I know this sick society wants this and my friends are kinda like at the edge almost taunting with their lack of action “so gonna die yet or do we have to keep waiting” I get it okay? Loud and clear burn the diaries.

@njgop1 @GeneW22614687 God will realize this wasn’t my choice choices usually involve options I had none if I succeed make no mistake it will be the BRAVEST thing I’ve ever done... die time ha all they had to do was pay for surgeries lol pathetic all of em

@GeneW22614687 @AnchorKillick I know. I have cried many nights for her. I pray every day for her, as I am in intractable agony myself. The only reason I’m still here is my faith.

I have no faith in our Health establishment system but I will try to be optimistic to a degree I’ll wait for example to call it ShitCare when they inevitably let me down even if they don’t with these I mean fuck four years since I can walk hello and my jaw 12 😒 anyone home?

@Angel2bme I shall try to kill pain aka the angry monster today it’s moral it’s right and it’s clearly what everyone in my life is well pfft In ish wherever they voted with their inaction I’m ready to get out of this game of life I hate it people are greedy ain’t worth it.

@AnchorKillick I’m so sorry 😞! You’re not alone. I feel that way too as do millions of others. It’s doesn’t help you in any real way I know. My Prayers go out to you.🙏💜🙏

You know I’m trying really hard not to walk in firey egg shells 🔥 🥚 yet almost everyone in my life makes me feel want to do that out of sheer fear of being punished Med wise and my own lack of bravery and cowardice... family example: